LightxL: I'll make it...

Blackness.

(Hey guys! I just had an idea. I'm going to have a contest thingy for 600+ reads which is awesome! I only thought I would get like 8 reads lol. Okay so this is sorta like a raffle now that I think about it. Comment your number down below, meaning if you are the first to comment write the number 1. After you write your number suggest an idea for this story. It can be at any time period. I suggest when L is younger though sense I have like no ideas XD so I will pick a random number using a random number generator. The winner will get their idea written and if you have an Instagram will get a shoutout on both wattpad and my Instagram (@xx.wilting.flowers.xx) oh yeah also comment you IG so I can do this. I hope this has been made clear. I shall end the raffle in a few days. Idk when but comment as soon as you read this I suppose. Lol now let's get to the story. I'm watching the Japanese version of the grudge XD yay! It helps with my Japanese.)

My heart beats faster each and every second. I can barely breathe as I sit in this dark room. Words ring through my mind. Words that are...scary..I don't like them. I keep seeing Wammy, then I see darkness, then Wammy, then darkness, I don't know what's going on. I guess I'm going in and out of consciousness..I hear someone say something and I see Wammy again.
"I think he's waking up...." The voice rings in my mind. It's not Watari. In fact it's not even a male who says this. I see blackness once more. Then I see Watari, this time for a longer period of time. He strokes my hair and smiles down upon me. There are tears in his eyes but he's smiling...for some reason. I shiver and look around, there's a women, dressed in scrubs smiling. A doctor I suppose. She smiles. "Finally awake." She says. I blink and look around once more, my large eyes meeting with my ward's. I shiver once more and give him a weak smile. I look to my left as I hear a beeping noise in my ears. I see a small monitor that I suppose I'm hooked up to. I feel sleepy again and listen as the doctor talks to Watari, explaining the...'results' he nods and smiles at me, kissing my forehead and standing up as she leads him to another room. I fell asleep as he left and slept a dreamless sleep, no Light, no nothing, just black.
Watari came back later. He woke me up by kissing me on the forehead. He tells me we can leave in a bit...and that nothing was wrong. I don't believe that...but I manage to nod slowly.
We go to the orphanage the next day. I'm silent the whole ride, sitting in the baked of the car almost dead silent. The rise isn't too long, maybe fifteen minutes. We get out of the car and he holds my hand. It's still snowing. He walks me to the gates, looks at my blushes cheeks, then looks back at the gates as they open. We walk inside and he whispers to follow him. I smile and nod. He doesn't return the smile. I frown. He's mad. Crap was my room messy when I blacked out? I-I don't think so...I follow him, he's holding my hand the whole time. He holds it tightly, as if he's afraid that he'll lose me. I don't know why. We walk up the steps and into his office. He gestures for me to sit down. I praying that he doesn't hate me. I crawl up into my odd sitting position, the only one I can manage to sit in for...some reason. Whenever I sit normally it doesn't feel right. He sits down at his desk, looks down as if he's in pain. I watch as he removes his glasses.
"I-Is something w-wrong?" I whisper. He doesn't answer. All he does is sniff. Is he crying?
"L....you have leukemia.."