Chapter 5

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by Mpregbaby

by Mpregbaby

2 weeks later

Paul's pov

It was an exciting day,Valetine's day,20 weeks,waiting for a present from Danny,first day of tour,it was supposed to be fun...so Why do I feel like crap?

I get to meet so many different fans and Jordan was kicking in my belly,but I'm worried because of his broken legs,but there's nothing I can do,which sucks.

"Hi"Luke smirked."Hi"I said."Um,Can I-"I cut him off and took his hand and placed it on my bump."He kicks,alot,which is scary"I said."I know I heard,I'm so sorry"Luke said."Hey are we feeling the bump?"Rickey asked placing his hand on my bump.

He kicked,I got nervous when he used his foot.Did he feel that?Did his bones break some more?He used his soft baby butt and kicked some more.

"He so precious!"Luke said.Twaimz is awesome he got the baby a blue stuffed llamas,which is hilarious.All the boys,surprisingly,got us gifts.Sam got us a baby basket,Dylan got us pacifers,but really cute pacifers,they had plushed toys at the bottom of them.

"Hi!"A girl said."Hello"I smiled hugging her."Ooh"She moved back."Oh sorry,he'll kick people sometimes"I said."Right"She rolled her eyes.Alot of people weren't that interested in the pregnant one so I went on my phone.Danny came over to me.He lifted my shirt up."What are you doing?"I asked and Danny kissed."I want to show everyone the bump on stage"I giggled."Okay"I replied."Yay!"Danny kissed my bump some more.

"I love you"He said to the baby."Go on"I motioned my head for him to go meet fans.I started getting some stomach cramping so I sat down.It hurt a lot and I got worried so I texted Danny,but he didn't answer.Dylan came over to me."Hey you okay?"I shook my head."Get Danny"I said and Dylan got him."Hey,hey,hey you okay?"Danny asked as I was crying."I think-"I started shaking.

"You think what?"Danny asked."It hurts bad"I said nervously."You think your having contractions?"Danny asked and I nodded."It hurts bad and I'm scared"I said."Change the position your in and we'll know if it's practice contractions or the real thing"I nodded changing the position I was in.It relieved some of the pain."Better?"Danny asked.

"Don't leave me"I said taking his hand."I won't"Danny said getting a chair and sitting next to me."I'm scared"I told him.I only tell my mom and dad I'm scared and Danny,but he doesn't understand it much when I say it.

"I know you are"He replied."No I'm scared to have this baby"I said."Our baby is dying inside of me and I'm scared because it hurts,I get pains all the time and I worry he broke his leg or he broke an arm"I said."I'm scared Danny"I cried and he hugged me."Your scared of becoming a father,I'm scared of bringing a sick,tiny,baby into the world"I said.

Danny cuddled me."I'm scared that our baby will be born premature,and I have to see you suffer,and be in so much pain,and see our son,underweight,in pain,wanting to not be sick"Danny said."When you first found out,you never told me,but what did you think at first?"I asked resting my head on his shoulder.

"I thought 'How is Paul doing?' 'Can he come to terms with this?' 'How can I help?'.I promise to be strong for you and that's what I'm doing"I said."Promise me,that if you need someone to talk to,about the baby,come to me.Be open with me,Jordan needs this and we can't be going around fighting with eachother"I said and he nodded.

Danny got up and met some more people.We were excited for the show.I looked at myself in the mirror constantly."You okay?"Sam asked."Yeah"I lied."You've been staring at yourself in the mirror for a half hour"Nick said.

"Yeah I'm just seeing if my bump looks good"I said.Nick looked at me sweetly and put his hand on my little bump."You wear it well"He said and I smiled big.

An hour into the show,Danny went out."Hi!"He said."Hold on,we're missing someone"Danny brought me out."This is Paul"Danny said and I looked at him like he had six heads.

"Paul is having our baby!"He said."Turn"Danny directed and I did so."Look how cute"Danny pointed at my bump."Hi little person"Danny said kissing my bump.I chuckled."That tickles"I said."Can you guys say 'Hi bump'"I laughed when Danny said that."No...Hi Tiny Person"Danny said.

"Hi Tiny Person!"They welcomed."He's going to be born like a week from Paul's birthday so that's a good thing"I smiled."Paul's mad because he was planning to sleep back stage,but I forced him out"I giggled."Pssh"I said."Well since we got him out,let's play a game!"Ricky joined in.

"I'm too tired!"I said trying to avoid playing the game.I'm willing to hang out with the fans and stuff,but I wasn't feeling up to it."Come on!"Rickey said."He's on my bladder so I'm going to go pee"I said waving good bye and exiting the stage.I went to pee.

The boys didn't hear me in the bathroom and walked in.I overheard them talk."I feel so bad for Paul and Danny"Sam said."Yeah I mean try carrying a baby that you know won't be normal"Taylor said.I got hurt but that."Not in a mean way,but seriously why is he putting himself through this when the baby could die in the end and what's worse is that the baby's suffering,why can't they just end his pain!"Sam said.

I got out of the stall."I know he's in pain,I know he's in pain everyday,but I won't take his right to live if he has a fight,call me crazy,but I love my son and if he has a chance he deserves to fight for it!"I said washing my hands and leaving the bathroom.

I sat on a couch backstage.Danny was all hyper."You okay?"He asked."Oh my god why does everyone keep asking me if I'm okay!I want a healthy baby whose not in pain and I want people to mind their own fucking buissness!"I said.

"What happened?"He asked."Ask Sam and Taylor who thinks we should abort the baby!"I said."Whoa Paul that's taking things a little out of context!"Sam tried to defend his actions."You said it!"I said."Well we think you should abort him to end his pain"Sam said."I know he's in pain,you don't think I know that?He has two broken legs last time I checked,I know he's in pain,but I shouldn't play God and kill him"I said.

"He's my son"I said.

"He's our son"Danny said.

~Enjoy guys sorry for the long wait