Throwing It All Away (Paul Zimmer/Danny Edge/Fanfic/Mpreg)

Chapter 10

2 weeks later

Paul's pov

"Paul!"My Mom yelled and I went down stairs."I put Jordan's clothes in the laundry basket and folded them"My Mom said."You didn't have to do that,I could have don't it myself"I said."I know,but I knew you were working on his breathing treatments"I nodded."Yeah,I was following the steps"I said.I put up a step by step chart on how to give him his nebulizer in his nursery next to his night stand.

"I'll got put this in his drawers"I went to pick it up."Let your dad"She said."But I'm capable-"She cut me off."You're on bed rest,you're not supposed to be picking up heavy things and walking around so will you sit on the damn couch and eat some lunch"She asked."Well when you put it that way sure"I said sitting on the couch."He needs to come out"I said putting to the sides of my bump.

"Not now!Two more weeks and he can"My Mom said giving me a sandwich."Thank you"I smiled."No problem,I want you feeding that baby good things"She said."He has been eating like a king from inside my uterus!"I said."Yeah because I'm an excellent cook"I started laughing."True"I said smirking.

"I'm learning how to cook"I said looking down.Mom sat down on the couch next to me.I was eating a very healthy sandwhich and she kept her hand on my bump.I got the ultrasounds from the table."He has such small feet"I said."And his legs are broken"I said staring at how bad they were broken."His bones aren't heeling right"I said.

"I don't know how hard this must be on you and Danny"My Mom said."I thought I was going to have a healthy baby and then 16 weeks comes and my doctors isn't there,so I'm a little worried.The intern looks a the screen,doesn't say a word,I know for a fact something bad must have happened,and then a woman who's not my doctor comes and says that my orginal doctor is a quack!"I said.

"And then she says his legs are broken"I said getting emotional."And he feels it too"I said."How can someone so innocent be hurt so much?God doesn't exist if he's willing to put someone so innocent in this much pain"I said."I can't even comfort him,so far he's alone in my tummy kicking probably saying "I need someone"I said.

"You worry alot and that's not good,a person,especially a pregnant person,should not worry like you do"My Mom said."Well I have to worry"I said.

"No you don't"My Mom said."I worry that his bones on breaking the longer he's in me,I worry that I'll change his diaper and I break his leg,I worry that he'll die"I said."Dr.Robbins said that babies with Osteogensis Imperfecta Type 3 live long and happy lives"My Mom comforted.

"Do you want to practice your breathing?"I nodded.I like it was relaxing,I needed relaxation,I was always stressing and worrying."Sure"I said.

"Let's practice birthing a baby"My Mom said in a country accent.I furrowed my eye brows giggling."I feel huge"I said."See we're talking about normal pregnancy things"My Mom said."Mom this will never be normal"I said.

"Why didn't you tell me?"I asked her taking deep breaths,meditating."I didn't think you needed to know,I thought you wouldn't get pregnant,I didn't think it worked and since there were no complications I didn't think you should go through the ordeal of surgery"My Mom said.

"Jordan needs surgeries throughout his life,what kind of life is that?I hate it,but I couldn't kill him"I started tearing up and she hugged me rubbing my back."Look how cute he is"My Mom said looking at the 4-D scans."He has Danny's face"I said."Yeah definitely"Mom said.

"He has his chubby cheeks"I giggled wipping my tears away."The only facial feature he has from me is his lips"I said."Maybe he'll have your hair and eye color"My Mom said."Or he'll just be a mini Danny...God forbid he'll have his energy"I chuckled.

"Then you'll definitely get no sleep!"Mom said."Danny's putting him to bed then!"I said."He provide genetic material"I said.

Danny's pov

I was reading the forms given to me by Dr.Herman so Paul could relax."We would like to fill somethings out for the birth certificate"I nodded."The baby's name?"Dr.Herman asked prepared to write."Jordan Joseph Zimmer-Edge"I said."Spell"She said."Jordan.J-O-R-D-A-N.Joseph.J-O-S-E-P-H.Zimmer.Z-I-M-M-E-R,Dash,Edge.E-D-G-E"I spelled everything out.

"Birthmother's name"Dr.Herman said."He's not a girl"I said."I know,but technically speaking he would be placed under birthmother"I nodded."Paul,P-A-U-L,Zimmer,Z-I-M-M-E-R"I said.

"Father's name"Dr.Herman asked."Danny.D-A-N-N-Y.Edge,E-D-G-E"I spelled out.We filled out all the birth certificate,except we couldn't fill out birth weight,height,or date.

"Now for the consent forms"I nodded for her to go on."Patient's name"I wrote down Jordan Zimmer-Edge.I wrote down my name for the Parent's Name and then I put down the date.

Surgical Procedure:

Re-setting bones that broke in utero.(We have more surgeries to come,but they wanted to put Jordan under so he wouldn't feel anything)

I signed my name for the consent forms and filled out more information.I filled out all the paper work I could do for now.

Some doctors came in with Dr.Robbins."Danny this is the surgical team for Jordan"I nodded."Oh.Hi"I welcomed nervously."This is Dr.Torres she is an orthopedic surgeon"Dr.Robbins said."And orthopedic means"I trailed on."I'm a doctor for bones,muscles,joints,along those lines"Dr.Torres said.

"So you're working on Jordan's bones"I said."Yeah"Dr.Torres said.Dr.Robbins spoke up again "This is Dr.Wilson and Karev.Dr.Karev is a fantastic pedatric resident and Dr.Wilson is a great intern,she will be checking his labs and monitoring him,your son will be in the NICU for about two weeks"I nodded.

"Okay"I said."We're prepared for that"I said."Danny at around 3-4 years old we would like to preform a rodding surgery"I nodded."We'll go more in depth when your with Paul,but for now we'll reset the bones"Dr.Torres said.

Paul's pov

I rubbed my bump."I can't see my toes anymore"I said giggling as my phone went off."Hey!"It was Danny."How did it go?"I asked texting him.

"Fine how are you?"He asked."In hell"I said."Your Mom made you go on bed rest and listen to the doctors?"Danny questioned."Yes :( I can't stand bed rest,It's so...BORING"I typed.

"Lol!First time your not running around worrying"Danny replied."I always have something to worry about.This tiny human's surgery the day he's born,the time in the NICU,complications :("I wrote.

"Are you scared to give birth to him?"Danny asked."I told you hunreds of times I am!"I said."No are you scared to give birth to him for a reason?Not just because it'll hurt"Danny wondered."Yeah"I wrote to him.

I put my fingers on my bump."I'll talk to you later"I added.My phone went off,but I didn't care.I left it on the nightstand.

I rubbed my bump.The pain didn't scare me,I knew that there would be pain going into this,but what scares me is pushing out my son for what's going to be hours of labor and not being able to hold him long enough.

I just want to hold my son and not deal with this bullshit.I don't want to deal with this disease,I don't want,why did it have to happen to Danny and I!?!

And I keep praying to this God who doesn't exist to help me.I shouldn't have taken the little bad things in life for granted,because now there are huge gaint problems in my life that I just want everything okay.

"Hey baby"I spoke up."I love you,I love you so much,so so much"I relaxed him."I'm scared,Daddy's scared,but I love you,very much"I said rubbing the top of my bump.

~Enjoy