I'm hugging the hoodie. I just can't let go. I can smell the scent of Fushiguro's shampoo, very lightly but its still there. Why am I always thinking about him? Whenever I look at him I feel my cheeks go red. I'm pretty sure I've never felt this way. It always seems like I have butterflies in my stomach whenever im around Fushiguro. My stomach twists and churns, i dont know what this is... its not love, right?
I dont like guys, right?
I'm just going through a phase where you think your best friend is attractive and hot. Yeah, yeah, it's just a phase. Hopefully i get over this soon.
— after a mission —
I give up straight away.
I go on my phone and look for people going through same situations as me.
'Why am i getting butterflies in my stomach?'
- youre most likely in love!!
- A sign of falling in love
- You're attracted to them!
Nope nope that's probably the wrong thing to ask
'Heart beating louder around them'
- Youre probably very attracted to them
- Another sign of falling in love
i cant do this anymore.
All the results are saying im in love and stuff. But im positive im not.
I'm not.. right?
I flop onto my bed and close my eyes.
Seriously, what's wrong with me?
—— Training session ——
This is a good day to practice my skills, especially since it's with the second years.
I try to concentrate, but there's something keeping me from doing that. I cant help but stare at Fushiguro. He looks so amazing, I can't take my eyes off him. The way his eyebrows furrow when he concentrates, it looks so cute on him...
*SLAP!!*
Everyone stops training and stares at me.
"Itadori, did you just slap yourself?" Panda asks me in confusion, "why did you do that?"
"A-ah! I'm alright" i rub the back of my neck, which is probably red from embarrassment. "I don't know why i did that, either! "
Actually, i probably do know. To snap out of whatever i was thinking about. I don't look at Fushiguro that way, so why am I always staring and thinking about him!? This was getting realllllyyyyyy hard for me.
I excused myself and escaped the training session. I probably wouldn't have lasted 3 seconds longer in there. I march to my dorm in defeat and flop onto my bed. My mind slowly drifts to Fushiguro again. I really need to stay away from Fushiguro, I just can't stand it. It's not like I don't like Fushiguro, but I don't think my heart can take it. I need to get over the 'fall in love with your best friend' phase. Fast.
A/n: so I'm going to be posting every week, probably the weekends because of school. I will most likely spend most of my time writing this at night (23:00) or so. Pls don't mind my mistakes.
See you the next chapter!!
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FanfictionItadori is suddenly finding one of his best friends Fushiguro really attractive, but is that alright?