Bondita's Epiphany(Guilt) for Anirudh's Life

Painful voice of their heart ❤️

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When I came to your haveli, all were angry and didn't like me. Now I can see Ksj, Sasur ji, Som dada, and Batuk's anger; even you shouted and asked me not to call you "Pati babu," she fakely smiled. Now I can see why Pari didi didn't like me. Why did she laugh at me when I was introduced as referring to her as your Patni? I feel ashamed now, Birristera Babu. Now I understand why Pari didi left me behind in Hiramandi's place. Why ignore my shout and leave me alone? Why did she try to get rid of me and marry you? Pari didi changes to Buri didi, Pari didi and Pati babu encounter in Rasoi Ghar, I can understand now. Why did she change to Buri didi? She didn't help in Hiramandi; she even tried to kill me—everything I can understand now. I am sorry. I am sorry, Pati Babu; I have always created a mess in your life. But I'll change your life, Pati Babu. No, I will not call you "Pati Babu"; I won't, at least not from now.

"Bondita thinks about her marriage with her Pati babu, Graha Pravesh, and their anger." Continuing writing in my diary, I thought we were meant for each other in every aspect, but you are right; I didn't even understand the true meaning of marriage and husband and wife relationship; how I can be your Wife, your life - partner, your revolutionary partner, your everything. I have asked more than you gave me. I made you uncomfortable by throwing myself at you. I am a bad girl, pathi....no no bondita, why do you call him like that....you don't have any rights. I'll rectify my mistake, no...no; it's not a mistake. I have done a sin by entering forcibly into life without your consent. I will change it and make a change in your life. I will give you all the happiness and love which you deserve. I'll do whatever I can.

Dear Diary Babu and Durga maa, I'll share everything with you now rather than with Pati no Bondita—a slave of one's habits. Don't call him by that name bondita, rather than sharing with Birristera Babu. Old habits won't go that easily. Please, Durga maa, give strength and support to me, whatever step I take. Birristera babu, I will return everything I forced you to leave because of me.

Good night, Diary Babu. See you soon!

Bondita suddenly heard some vague sound coming from the living room, so she stepped out the sound of Sampoorna's painful voice. She was listening to the screech from the living room of The grand mansion of Roy Choudhary Haveli. Bondita ran down the stairs and stood at the hallway entrance when she heard her sister's betrayal of her. Another turnover would occur, a positive twist in her unexpected life. Fresh tears formed, and when they started to flow from her beautiful chubby cheeks, she didn't know it.

On the contrary, in Anirudh's room

His Kaka and Baba left his room; before leaving him behind, they said they would confront sampoorna about this conspiracy against their children and gave him time to think about his actions. Anirudh was crying, thinking about bondita's pain. His mind was filled with the discussion with his baba and kaka and about their concerned words for their bahu and his life. Anirudh regrets his actions and the consequences he will face; he doesn't know. He wanted to go and see bondita and confront everything. Anirudh was in a dilemma about whether opening their marriage truth to her on their anniversary was correct. One day, at least, she should have been happy, but what he had done shattered everything. He should have let her enjoy one day, and he would have told everything, but what did he do? He broke his little angel's heart. She is so naive. How would she take it? Cherry on the cake of his actions, she learns about his dark past, which he doesn't want her to know at any cost.