The Mute hikikomori || (Total drama x Omori)|| Crackfic/Au/Crossover

● 1. The beginning of this hole hell ●

'...' - thinking
"..." Talking
'...' ASL

'Today is the day.' Sunny said to himself while looking at whatever his eyes landed.

His black iris looked at the beautiful blue colored sea, it had been a while since he had seen it. It been a while since he went outside for that long.

'I hate the fact that I have to socialize.' Sunny continued to silently watch the sea, the calm wind moving his hair. He should be on the island soon, meeting the host and the other contestants.

'What if they ask me about my mustim ? What if they force me to talk ? What if-'
A part of him was freaking out. He knew he was probably gonna be bombarded with questions that he couldn't even respond to.

The other part was just telling him that he shouldn't care about something like that and that he should be more focused on the money instead. After all, it was his objective just as everyone else.

'What am I saying ?All I need is money and nothing else...' Sunny shook his head and repeated himself, maybe it was a way to reassure himself and his nervousness. It's not like he will eventually make friends there. It was useless to do so. He knew he would have instead those stares on him, judging every of his movements.

'What if I fall on the ground while leaving the yacht?That could be embarrassing as hell...'Quickly, his thought became more paranoid at those future fake scenarios that could humiliate him sooner or later. One of his worst fear is being humiliated in public, he always have embarrassing memories that keep him up at night. He didn't wanted more than that.

And maybe also for his last job at Mcdonald, but that was beside the point.

He couldn't help but compare his situation in life right now and how he got here. Since those past years, Sunny couldn't really bring himself to go out of his comfort zone which was his house. More precisely his room.

'You can take care of yourself while I won't be there, right ? After all, you're growing up faster day by day.' Sunny's mom words keep repeating in his mind for quite some time now.

Sometimes, he didn't feel like he was a teenager but still was a 12 year old kid. With the loss of touch with reality, Sunny didn't feel like he had the age he had. Even if he did act like a teenager or look like one, he sometimes felt like a kid again.

Childish wasn't something he liked to be most of the time as Sunny was mostly someone who took thing seriously. But man, feeling like a child is great. You don't have to hide the excitement you're holding and aren't scared to share it with others.

But Sunny didn't had anyone here in Canada besides his mom. Plus he didn't really liked to smile.

Sunny didn't wanted to think that he was emotionless or anything. He just didn't liked to smile, Sunny though that his smile was ugly and it's if it's worse in photo's. He never forced a smile because it obviously looked faked in them. Sunny was just someone who didn't knew how to properly show their emotions.

Which explains as why he had a plain stoic face all the time. He does that since he was a kid.

The time had passed on too fast in his opinion, he missed being his little dumb kid self. That idiotic kid that he used to be and yet he was happier at that time.