Unlovable ❤

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Jin POV

It was 6 o'clock in the morning and i was wide awake , i didn't sleep the whole night as I didn't know i was nervous or excited. Mihi is a good girl, she understands me, she is mature and career oriented. She loves my family too, the day i introduced her to my family, she got crazy over them, she couldn't stop talking about them.

It's my wedding day today and i don't i would be a good husband or not, being his boyfriend i always tried to treat her like my queen, i always tried to be the best man for her, keeping that in my mind that she was in an abusive relationship earlier . Her mental peace is more important for me , i always tried to keep her safe and happy with me. We went on dates and made out earlier during the relationship but harming or roughness was never my choice nor her.

I don't want her to get any idea that i will ever hurt her neither mentally nor physically ever.

She will be mine today, i will be her. We will be officially each other's today under the holy blessing of Almighty. I want to love her like my dad loved my mom. I don't expect anything but if i ever found her that she loved me like my mom loved my dad i would be happiest.

I was 11 when my mom died, i witnessed the best love relationship of my mom and dad, jungkook was so small, i don't think he remember anything about their love but i clearly remember how my mom used to share everything with dad and dad give her his everything. In his initial day he was not this successful but when he got everything, he never failed to treat her the way a king treats his wife. After her death also he visited her grave everyday, it was fix he can forget eating but never forget to meet her. I don't know what they talk, but i know she was happy there to see us happy here.

" Ahh, why am i getting so nervous. " I groaned and sat up on the bed, in a swift motion i removed the blanket ,i went inside the bathroom and did my morning business,i came back as my nervousness was not getting down . I took out the cigarette and lighter from the drawer and went towards the balcony , lighting  the cigarette, i took a few puffs and again started thinking about mihi, maybe she would also be nervous like me?

A knock on door took me put of my thoughts. I turned my way back to the door and opened it , I saw YN and  jungkook were standing there in their nightsuits. They looked at my hand their eyes widen seeing the lighten cigarette in my hand. " Hyung, you are smoking in morning? " He asked as if never saw me smoking in morning. Dramatic rascal.

I immediately went towards the ashtray and put it inside it after crushing it. I know cigarette smoke is not good for pregnant woman. " You also smoke brother? " She asked me, i scratched the nape of my head and said " I was feeling nervous. " They both smiled and sat on couch making me sit in between them.

" Don't be nervous hyung, everything will be fine " Jungkook said pating my back. " Brother we are here to make sure you are accompanied and ready on time, we need to reach the banquet at 1 PM. " Yn said and i nodded.

" I wish mom was here with us in this auspicious moment" I said in low voice fiddling my fingers. I miss mom so much today. " Me too hyung" Jungkook said amd put his head on my shoulder. " Me too" She said and put her head on my other shoulder. I chuckled how emerged she got into us that she started missing the person, she never been with.

We stayed in that position for a few minutes and then i broke the silence by saying" Ok it's 7:30 you guys should go and prepare the things up. They gave me puppy eyes as they wanted to stay long with me. I can't believe they are going to be parents soon, when they themselves are children.