Unlovable ❤

Back to hell 🖤

YN POV

I was so stunned hearing the news i got, before i could ask any further, the call was hung up. I can't believe it, i don't know what to do, be happy or be sad. The person who made my mother suffer the most is dead today. Was that a prank?

I was in my own dilemma to go back or not to that hell. But it's his last rite so i need to see him as a daughter. He never fulfilled his duty as father but i am not like him, this cruel.

I need to go back to give him his last farewell.

I e-mailed my boss that i am going back to my country because of some mishappening in my family. And he was kind enough to give me one month unpaid leave. I thanked him and booked my tickets to get back to my country as soon as possible.

I don't know how to react to this news, i was neither sad nor happy. Do i need to feel sad for a person who was never there for me? All i could remember was how he always behaved cold with me and humiliated me at every chance he get.

This night was so difficult for me, all the things i faced earlier years , because of him, was replaying in my mind. I need to sleep i have to pack my bags too in the morning as my flight is at 4:00 PM.

I sighed and got up after sometime as sleep was no where to be found in my eyes. I took out my bag from the cupboard and started packing everything. I took all the money , i had at my home, i took some jewellery which i brought here from my job as a saving.

After sometime, i heard the door open. I went outside and saw , Smith and her boyfriend were making out, standing at the door. That was nothing new for me. This is was something i used to watch all most daily.

" Hey YN" Her boyfriend Charles said and i nodded smiling. " I was just saying goodbye to her " He said and licked her earlob. I immediately turned my face to otherside as they kissed again.

Smith closed the door as he went out after saying bye for almost 10 times. " I need to tell you something " I said to Smith and she nodded. " I am going back tomorrow because of some mishappening in my family " I said and her eyes widen. She hugged me and started crying. I rolled my eyes as she was too drunk to understand anything. She was reeking of alcohol so bad that made me puked.

" Go back to you room, we will talk tomorrow " I said and took her to her room. " Good night baby" She said and slept. I removed her shoes and put blanket on her. I am not sure she will even wake up till 4 PM or not because tomorrow is sunday.

I sighed and left a note beside her bed on the side table writing everything in it.

Next morning

I got up early and kept remaining things. I went to the shop to bring some processed food for Smith, as she is too lazy to cook.

It was 2 :00 PM and I was all ready to go to the airport, Smith was not awake yet so i left the house keeping key on the key tray and took a cab towards the airport.

I have an unusual feeling about going back to korea. I Don't want to go there, i have settled here so well, i never thought i will go back again to that place. I will come back in few days as soon as possible. Staying there will ruin my mental heath again, which got better after so many days. Why do i feel like something is wrong. The person who called me didn't tell me what relation he holds with my dad.