TG: hey dude
TG: i know youre not online right now
TG: and i feel crazy stupid for doing this
TG: but, it feels like a now or never thing, yknow?
TG: theres something ive been meaning to tell you
TG: and if im honest ive been holding this shit in for at least two years now
TG: ive just been too scared of what youll think of me afterwards
TG: im scared that itll ruin our friendship
TG: im just gonna tell you straight out
TG: no holding back
TG: i
TG: ....
TG: god i dont even know how to say it how pathetic is that
TG: okay, i think I got it
TG: john
TG: weve been friends for a long time now
TG: best friends
TG: and
TG: for a while
TG: ive been thinking
TG: and i decided that
TG: i see us as more than just best friends
TG: not like family though thats kinda weird
TG: i just
TG: sometimes i wanna
TG: .....
TG: dammit
TG: i wanna like
TG: just
TG: ugh
TG: you know what
TG: heres the thing
TG: like i said, straight out
TG: when im with you, it feels like my whole world is brightened
TG: its as if ive taken my shades off on a really sunny day
TG: its like youre the sun
TG: and when you smile, goddamn
TG: your little bucktooth grin
TG: or a full on all teeth showing smile
TG: i swear every time you show that youre happy
TG: my heart skips a beat, maybe even two
TG: and your laugh, dont even get me started on that shit
TG: its like heaven opened up and every damn angel had started singing perfectly in tune
TG: but when youre upset or sad it kinda breaks me
TG: i wanna wrap my arms around you real tight, and tell you everythings gonna be okay
TG: and if i had to choose your favourite feature
TG: i mean everything about you makes my heart go fucking ballistic
TG: but if i had to choose, it would have to be those damn eyes of yours
TG: i know you think mine are pretty or whatever it is you said that day
TG: but holy shit
TG: yours are like the ocean
TG: i just get lost in them and drown
TG: egbert you make me so damn happy all the time
TG: even though i don't really show it
TG: i couldve been beaten up
TG: then your dorky little self waddles up and im like shit dude youre fucking adorable and i smile
TG: youre my vision of perfect
TG: hell, even your flaws are perfect
TG: John fucking Egbert I am in love with you
TG: I want to kiss you
TG: I wanna wake up to your sweet face every morning
TG: I want YOU
TG: I want to spend every dumb second of my dumb life with YOU
TG: ...
TG: well
TG: there you go
TG: all of my feelings
TG: right out there in the open
TG: i wont be mad if you hate me after this
TG: i understand
TG: goodbye egbert
TG: forever, I guess.
turntechGodhead [TG] ceased pestering ectoBiologist [EB]
