Hell King Is Obsessed With A Boy Who Can See Ghost

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Next day actually too much gloomy no light in tae's life ... he woke up and saw his bun who is sleeping but not peacefully... he touch those eyelashes which have water .... Taking a sharp breath he look at his bun and peck his lips who woke up and saw his hubby .... he smile at him and tae saw the changed in the smile this is not the smile his bun used to give him ... it's mature it's not like before it's not childish...
Jk ; hubby go and take shower I am going to Jin hyung he might be need me so go and freshen up and come for breakfast.... (this words is not from his bun right ... this word is not from his baby bunny whom he love the most ... He hug the boy and start crying... jk feel his shoulder wet ... it's his second time his hubby is crying... he is watching a taehyung whom no one saw ... he caress his back just to make him calm but it didn't calm him a little bit but his sob become loud his painful crying become loud his heart is feeling easy the moment he used to take out those scream he feel happy and relax somehow .. )

Jk : hubby it's enough now stop crying pls I can't hear this anymore (but tae is feeling relax while crying he is feeling some burden is loosing from his heart .... from the age 10 he didn't cried from the age 10 he didn't take out his emotions without anger .... Sometimes crying just not tell any painful story sometimes crying said some soothing word too .... all have to break down all need to take out some pain .... all need to take out suffering so that they can feel little bit peace ... crying is not just some tears ... with those tears pains also come out pain also get less ...  with some tears emotions come out ... a little bit broke down is indeed needed for someone... a little bit break down can make ppl feel secure then what's the problem ?? Tae need some moments some pain to break down and finally previous day incident make him broken more like take out his broken self ... everyone have fear ... No one is away from fear of losing so does tae ... until now he had no fear of losing he already lost his brother so there is no way he can lost something

But the new soul changed everything... The new soul changed his heart the new soul bound him in love and make him feel fear of losing no one can take this much pain no one can feel this much worst the way he feel in one day and this all feeling lead him to break down ... lead him to breaking every shield and cry his heart out ...  what's the pain of if you have some deep wound and someone stab dagger on the same place again and again the same pain tae have ... He have a deep wound of his brutal past and all the time everyone just stab him more and more but the new soul his bun become the only medicine in this all pain .... So why don't he submit himself in this med and let him heal his every injury let him heal his every pain... Tears is priceless thing no one can buy this cheap salty water.... for some it's just a way if getting sympathy but they forget tears are most precious water after all it's the only water which mixed with thousands of feeling helplessness pain suffering millions of emotions it's not that much worthless water after all .... )

Tae's subconscious mind is getting out of his control he is seeing something more like hallucinating some painful moment.. he want to back off not want to go there but he can't he seriously can't without getting any way he close his eyes and take his mind took control over him ... he is  tired of everything tired of his life... it's pathetic to live a life like this which is filled with toxicity and negativity... He was drowning in a ocean of harsh words no one is here to take him out from this ocean no one ....
** I should kill you in my womb you are notice but curse in our life (how much worst it's feel when own mother said something like this ... can anyone be more hurt when his own biological mother said something to a 6 years old child )**
**just bcz of you devil kingdom attack on us just bcz of you you are nothing but pain and shame in my life I am feeling shame that I am your father (it's hurts so badly when the person whom a child love dearly said something like this no one can predict their own birth after all ... No one take birth as a devil by their own )**

** look look the devil and his so called lovely brother v how can you be with him ... doesn't he smell like devil ... ooh look he is glaring at us he is so pathetic... come on he will be after all he is a devil (they were laughing after hurting someone.... things become more funny ppls always laugh at someone's helplessness someone's pain without caring some words make some situation more worst ... make pain more worst .... )**
** why you still alive can't you just die why you fight with those child tell me ... and you (look at v ) didn't I told you stay Away from him he is nothing but a darkness in your bright life ... he always remain a curse for us ... he is a curse .... ( how easy to take out some words but how worst is it to hear those same words again and again ... pain always remain inside heart and some pain can't be erase any way ... some word is not just words ... some words actually a sharp arrow which reap heart and soul in so many ways ... Some pain is undescribable which some words cause )