Mid July ~ Lando Norris

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TW: self harm

A few weeks passed and the meeting with your mom went well, she absolutely loved him with her whole heart.

He has now been away for the gp and you two decided to go out for dinner tonight, you do your makeup and choose a outfit you know he loves, a short red tight dress before you run down to Lando car who is waiting. It's the first time you see him since before the Singapore gp. You open the car door and jump into his arms as soon you see him.

Lando: I have missed you baby

You don't answer, your face is deep buried in his neck and your arms around his shoulders.

Lando; princess?

Y/n: mhm?

Lando: are you going to sit up or lay there all day?

Y/n: prefer to lay here.

He laughs as he starts the car and drives away after a little fight to get you off his shoulder. He drives smoothly through the streets in Monaco before you arrive at a beautiful little Italian restaurant. After you got your food you sit there for infinity and talk about everything that happened under the weekend.

Lando: are you ready to go home?

Y/n: I am, but I'M paying Lando Norris!

Lando: You are not paying Y/n Leclerc!

He asks the waiter for the check and pays it before you even can take your card out. After that you go back to your room while Lando met Carlos.

Lando's pov:

Carlos; hey bro! How are you?

Lando: all good, I just met y/n after the weekend

Carlos: how is she?

Lando: All good

Carlos: are you sure?

Lando: yeah?

Carlos: are you really sure?

Lando: what are you talking about? Yes I am.

Carlos raise his eyebrows before he look down on the golf ball again knowing what Charles told him about your mental health, eating problems, suffering with self harm and Lando didn't know a single thing.

Lando: Carlos? Tell me what's going on?

Carlos: have you seen her in anything else than a long sleeved shirt in the past 3 weeks?

Lando: no? She takes my hoodie to sleep in?

Carlos; maybe for a reason, talk to her mate.

For the rest of the golf round Lando thinks about what the hell he was talking about, why didn't she talk to him if she wasn't feeling good..?

Later he got back to your hotel room and saw you sleeping with a hoodie.. He decided to talk to you in the morning and try to not worry and go to sleep.

Flashbacks from Wednesday

You went back to your room with tears running down your cheeks and mascara all under your eyes. Charles noticed that something was wrong.. he saw your new scars.. You couldn't tell Lando.. about the death threats, about the comments you get and the body shaming you get from all the media and paparazzis.

Back to Lando and you
He went to sleep next to you even tho it took a really long time for him to fall asleep, he tries to take a look on your arms but the hoodie was covering all your arms.

The next morning when you wake up Lando is in the shower, when you look down in your arms you see that your hoodie slid up a little bit so you pull it down as fast as possible. When he get out from the shower he and realizes that you are awake he throws himself on the bed and open his arms still with just a towel around his waist and wet hair.

Y/n: Lando! I'm getting wet! Dry your hair!

Lando: hmmm, no

He starts to tickle you, you told your hoodie right as possible so it won't be a change for it to roll up and for Lando to see your arm. When he stops you get up and walk into the bathroom to look over yourself. It hurts deep into your body when you look at what you did. "Why can't I be like everyone else.."

When you get out Lando jumps up and takes your hands in his. He looks deep into your eyes and you feel a little bit stressed. What if he know..? You really don't want to disappoint him.. what if he won't support it..

Lando: how are you?

He tears are burning behind your eyes, no, you need to be strong. You haven't told any of the reasons you feel bad either.

Y/n: all good, how about you?

Lando: don't lie, and I'm good thanks

Y/n: I'm not lying?

Lando: hm? Please tell me the truth my love, I don't want you to lie to me

Y/n: I am okey?! Why are you thinking I'm not??

Lando: please calm down!!

He is almost shouting which makes you really uncomfortable.

Y/n: Stop touching me!!

His grip on your wrists is tighter now which hurts really much. He loosens his grip and you pull away your arms and storm out of the hotel room down to the lobby and out from the hotel. It's really chilly and it's small raindrops on the windows and the cars. You only wear a hoodie and some shorts so it's even more chilly now than before.

Your phone is constantly vibrating but you just turn the volume off and continue to walk around the busy streets in your thin hoodie and shorts with some adidas slippers.

You take up your phone and text Lando that you are planing to go out tonight, no need for him to wait, even tho you are not thinking of coming back to your hotel room tonight. You know he only cares but right now that was a bit to much.

After a long long walk it's starting to get dark and your legs are hurting really much from all the walking so you call Kika and ask her if you could meet up, in fact you are not going out you just need a reason to be away from Lando a little while, everything just got to much.

She calls you back and you decide to meet up at her hotel. It's a 20 minutes walk but you don't want to cause her to do anything so you walk even tho you body feels like it's collapsing.

When she comes out you walk straight into her arms and totally brake down, all your emotions are coming out and you feel like shit. She helps you into her and Pierre's room where she helps you to lay down in her arms and she just holds you until you calm down a little.