Mid July ~ Lando Norris

Therapy (tw)

The next morning I wake up curled into Lando's arms, he is awake and he is watching YouTube, I groan and put my head in the crock of his neck where I snuggle up to him and gently bite his neck as I always do when I want attention, his body is warm and cozy, Mmm ill never get tired of this feeling.

He looks at me and smile. His morning voice is raspy and adorable, it's the hottest thing on earth. You can't argue with me over that.

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Today is not a good day for me, Charles put me in therapy for my scars, I do have a lot of scars I know.. they are everywhere, legs, arms, wrists, hips, my back, and even 6 or 7 on my neck, lando hate those, he always kiss every single one of them and tell me he loves me a million times over and over again.

We take a really chill morning and doesn't stand up before 12 am, as we does I put on my beloved yoga pants and Lando's hoodie, I take a deep breath, Lando comes up to me and wrap his arms around me. "It will be fine Bebe I promise" he say and kiss my forehead. I nod but deep down I'm still so scared, I have to go alone.. my biggest fear is talking about my scars. "I don't want to..." I repeat over and over again, lando just holds me and tells me everything will be okay. He drives me to the therapy and I'm shaking before I go inside. He kiss me on my forehead and give me a reassuring smile.

I walk inside, Im wearing a hoodie to try to cover the scars on my neck.. ugh why do I have to do this.. this is horrible.

I walk to the desk and someone tells me what room to go to. I walk with heavy steps to the door where I knock before I hear a soft voice coming from inside "come in"

I open the door and take in what I see, it's two comfy chairs next to each other only a little table with a candle and some tissues in the middle of the chairs, in front of the two chairs there is a third chair with a woman sitting in it.

I walk inside and sit down in one of the comfy chairs, i fidget with my fingers and doesn't meet the woman's eyes.

"Hey, I'm Laura, nice to meet you" the woman named Laura says.

The meeting takes around 1.5 hours, this was the first time I opened up to someone else that lando for ages.. it was horrible, all bad things came over me in a very short period of time. We talked about literally everything. It was both the best and worst thing I've done in ages.
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I walk out from the room with heavy steps once again. I walk down and out from the building towards Lando's mothers car since he had some sort of meeting he couldn't pick me up.

I sit down in the passenger seat and she sees in my eyes that it's been a hard time, she is the best at comforting, she doesn't say much, she just grabs my hand and rub it gently, I love his mum so much, she is really a comfort person.

We arrive at home and I see Flo riding one of her horses down the barn, I smile gently before walking inside the house where Lando is standing, he is wearing his grey semi baggy stonewashed jeans and a navy blue hoodie togheter with his black ALO cap backwards. He is really adorable how the hell did he look at me and think "hmm I choose that one" that's something I'll never understand.

He smile and pulls me into a big hug, neither of us says a single word, we just hug each other, my head is burried in his chest and he is resting his in the crook of my neck. We stand in the middle of the hallway for what feels like forever and being totally in the middle of the way for anyone who wants to pass.

He gently plays with my hair with one of his hands while the other is resting on my lower back.

My hands are around his neck gently rubbing up and down.

"Wanna go to my room?" He whispers and I nod, we take our steps into his room where we lay down on the bed, I'm on top of him with my head in the crook of his neck. He throw his cap on the bed and ruffle up his hair.

He starts something on the tv while we lay there cuddling, he really is the best, when he knows something is up he just comforts me without pressing me to say what's wrong. That's really one of the best things about him.

"Do you wanna eat something?" He asks and I nod "yeah okay"

I get up stretching gently and he giggles and tells me I look like a cat who just woke up, that may have ended in a pillow fight where I fell off the bed but we choose to ignore that.

We walk downstairs after I forced him to brush my hair for like 3 minutes before I was happy.

His mum is already cooking lunch so we sit down on the couch waiting, I'm laying with my head in Lando's lap and have my feet in his dads lap.

They watch some boring documentary on the tv while I scroll on tik tok, Lando run his hands through my hair while chatting with his dad about the documentary.

After a little while Cisca shouts that the food is ready, we stand up and make our way to the kitchen. She has made Lando's favorite I can see his face light up as he sees lasagna on the table.

We eat before I help cisca with the dishes and Lando help his dad with something on his phone.

"How are you love" Cisca ask me and I sigh "I've been better I guess, I'm very happy I'm back with Lando tho and I'm very happy I have my family on my side, I think that helps a lot even if my dad passed and stuff has been really difficult"

We discuss and Lando sneak into the kitchen and wrap his arms around my waist before putting his head on my back letting it rest there. I grab his hand and rub my thumb over his palm while I talk with Cisca.

"You are free to go sweetheart" Cisca smiles and me and lando walk to his room.

We lay down in the bed, the time is around 10 pm and he throw off his hoodie and his cap. I can hear how his phone buzz multiple times but he just turn it off.

"It's nothing" he mumble and I look at him "what?"

I didn't ask anything? That's suspicious.. I put my head on his chest and he hold me tight while we watch "helicopter robbery" on Netflix. It doesn't take long until I'm half asleep, that movie was boring. "I love you" I hear him whisper before I get a kiss on my head.

The next morning when I wake up I look at the clock and it says 11:18 am. Shit. I really needed that sleep, I look to my side and see lando, he is scrolling on his phone, probably giggling over some tik tok as usuall.