Love and Caramel (BWWM)

ch.6

This chapter talks about sensitive issues you have been warned!

Andrew

Dasha was never supposed to be more than a one time thing. I ended up falling into her black hole of a pussy and couldn't get out, she was totally different from Callie. Callie is and was sure of herself and carried herself well, no one could tell Callie anything. Callie knew and know she is that bitch!

Which could make any man insecure in himself. Were Dasha being as pretty as she is has major self esteem issues, she was easy to manipulate and control.

I know I let my issues and dick ruin my relationship with Callie but she will not keep me from our child. I don't give a fuck if I have to take custody away from her or force her to be with me, she is not raising this baby with another man or by herself!

I will get her back and my kid as well. Dasha has been blowing up lately asking to talk and figure things out with us, there is nothing to figure out. Dasha was just something to do to past the time and that is it.

After getting cussed out by my mother about Callie leaving and me cheating, I'm  exhausted. I reassured my mother that I would work things out with Callie and bring her back, I'm getting more and more pissed off because it wasn't that fucking bad. I don't understand why Callie just couldn't realize I was just trying to humble her over confident ass and remind her that she could easily be replaced if it ever came to it. It's good to make sure your woman know her place and Callie's dumb ass needed to know just because your pretty doesn't mean that there isn't other women out there just as pretty if not better.

As I'm sitting on my couch scrolling through my phone, I hear my door open and roll my eyes when I see Dasha come in and walk over and sit on the couch next to me. 

"Drew I'm pregnant, and we need to talk!"

Dasha says to me and my eyes snap to her and I frown saying " the only thing we need to talk about is you getting your ass an abortion"

Dasha

I cannot believe that he had the nerve to say that to me, but hell what did I expect. I have royally screwed up my entire life and lost the one person who has always had my back, Callie.

I never meant to sleep with Andrew it just happened, and once it did I just couldn't stop. You would think that I would have learned my lesson with everything that happened between me and my mother and me sleeping with her now ex-boyfriend but no. My dumb ass just couldn't keep my legs closed!

I need to figure out what I'm going to do as soon. After leaving Andrews place I make a call to a nearby clinic and set up an appointment, there is no way I'm going to bring a child into this world with a man who is so demented and horrible and I also need to work on myself and finally clean up my act.

I made some phone calls to a clinic and also made an appointment with a therapist as well. I need to figure out why I keep hurting those I care about around me and fast. I also want to fix my friendship with Callie and also fix my relationship with my mother, I'm really not a bad person I just feel like I made some really bad decisions in my life. I'm going to take accountability for my actions and fix the damage that I have done and right those I have wronged.

I will take ownership of my actions and apologize to those I hurt, if they forgive me great, but if they don't well that's just my karma.

Andrew

After that fucking black hole of a bitch left my place I made some phone calls and found out where Callie was. It seems that she has moved to Oregon and got a job as an office manager, I was able to find all this out because my cousin Jacob lives out there and her new boss is his boss. I'm coming for you Callie and this time your ass will be put in your fucking place,  even if I had to beat it into you to make you understand and I'm the man and I lead and your ass should and will follow!

Don't be mad at me!!!

Are you happy I'm back!!!