Struggles

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Eging was now laying on his bed,thinking about why he said something else,instead of confessing,that was his chance!, but Eging refused to confess to him. However, he was struggling to find a way to ask Emperor on a date without being too obvious about his feelings. He knew that he had to be discreet and subtle if he wanted to keep their friendship intact. So he decided to ask N-pacer,a good friend of him,to help him come up with a way to subtly gather information about Emperor's dating preferences

"Hi pacer.I need some help. I have a crush on a guy, you already know him but I wanna ask him out, The other day he invited me to a restaurant but i don't know if that was a day or not. Do you have any suggestions on how I can find out what his type is and what kind of dates he likes?"

The girl thought for a moment before suggesting a few different strategies. "Sure but- wait...are you talking about Emperor?"

Eging was nervous,he remained silent.

"Eging you can just tell me I'm your friend,I won't tell I promise" His friend said.

"Well,yeah,it's him"

Eging was blushing so hard at this point

"So for starters, you can try to ask his friends or family members,like Prince,about his preferences. They may be able to give you some insight into what kind of person he's interested in dating. You can also try to bring up the topic of dating in casual conversation with him,or flirt with him I don't know.Well I hope that helped anyways"

"Well thank you,see ya"

Eging hanged up

Eging thought about the suggestions and decided to try bringing up the topic of dating in conversation with Emperor. He would casually ask about recent dates he had been on, what he liked about them, and what he didn't like. He would also ask about Emperor's type and what he was looking for in a partner. Over the course of a few weeks, Eging was able to gather a lot of information without being overt or suspicious.At least he know emperor liked hanging out with him

But,thoughts came to Eging's head.

*You're not royal enough for him,Eging*
*You should give up,he would never like a someone like you*
*Youll ruin your friendship if you confess*

Eging felt torn apart inside. On one hand, he wanted nothing more than to confess his feelings to Emperor, but on the other hand, he was paralyzed by fear of ruining their friendship. He knew that Emperor was an important part of his life, and the thought of losing him was unbearable.

As he lay in bed, he thought about all the things that could go wrong. He imagined telling Emperor how he felt, only to be met with rejection. He pictured Emperor becoming uncomfortable and distancing himself from Eging, leading to a painful and awkward end to their friendship.

He could feel tears streaming down his face,he really loved Emperor,but he knew he wasn't enough for him.

He was sobbing uncontrollably until someone called him,it was Emperor.

This was unexpected but he didn't think it about it twice,he answered.
"Hey uhh so, Are you busy?"-Emperor asked
"No,why?"-Eging asked,he was quite confused
"So, this is kinda funny, I was watching tv and then my bed broke"

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