Shades Of Lust

Chapter 12 | Desire

JUNGKOOK

Life has been unfair to everyone at some point. I used to curse at my fate a lot but Seoul had made me realize that I still hadn't witnessed half of the horrifying shit people go through on a daily basis. The least I could do was appreciate my current life. But  It was exhausting at some point. 

Today, I realized how fucking difficult it was for all the women out there. A simple touch had made me nauseous, it made me sick like never before. I clutched the file in my hand, its edges digging on my skin but all I felt was the need to punch someone, maybe break some bones. 

It didn't matter if it had been only one day since my job had started and I'm already ready to cause a scene. It fucking didn't matter. The least that could happen was me being fired on my first day but I didn't care, there's plenty of companies out there to hire me. 

The walk to the meeting room seemed long enough to make a quick decision. Quick decisions of mine were quite hazardous. I had done it before and I would do it again. Sometimes I hated this side of me but at times it had helped me. 

Thinking about your own well being is not selfish and it certainly does not make you feel guilty if you put yourself above anyone else. Some assholes need to know their damn place. 

A frown appeared on my face, finding two men in black suits standing in front of the meeting door like some bodyguards. They were not here earlier and neither had I noticed them until now. It could've been for someone important inside since the meeting. Should I go back? 

Maybe it was not appropriate of me to go inside and disturb whatever important thing was taking place but the file in my hand mentally made me groan in annoyance. 

Stop being so nice to everyone. 

But it was rather important. 

I stood in front of the door being guarded by two giant males who looked like they were in their mid thirties with punchable poker faces. 

"You cannot go inside" One of them said, his voice was rough and manly while the other one didn't even acknowledge my presence. They stood like mountains. 

"I need to get Miss Lee's signature on this file, it's important" I said, bringing the file to his eye level but he just stared at me. Robots. 

"You cannot enter" He repeated monotonously. 

For fucks sake. 

I might have left in any normal circumstances but today I'd been feeling rather bitchy because of a certain motherfucker. "These documents are important" I tried to convince. 

"Please go back, we are only following our orders" He looked bored. 

"I'm her new Secretary, Jeon Jungkook".

The guy didn't look like he cared about my position, instead he just stood there like a rock. 

"You cannot enter" not the same sentence again. 

I sighed, knowing I couldn't just enter even though I was the CEO's Personal Secretary now. Looking down at the file in my hand I gave both of them my best poker face. 

"Ok, fine. But if tomorrow something happens because of this file you guys better be ready to take the blame" I said to them before turning my back to them. 

Maybe I should have requested a bit more to them. Or maybe I should have just gone home. Bora better appreciate my efforts.

Working sucks. 

"Wait" I heard one of them calling me. Stopping on my track I looked behind my shoulder. 

"You better know what you are signing up for" the one with the poker face said to the other one who rolled his eyes at him "I don't get paid enough for this shit".