Shades Of Lust

Chapter 14 | Fantasies

“Baby are you gonna please me, lately I think I'm crazy”.

Jungkook

I made a mistake. 

I could feel my heart beating loudly in my chest, a shiver running through my veins as I felt those soft petals against my lips. My brain had stopped working as I just stayed frozen on my seat. The time stilled between us and the air felt too suffocating. 

I wondered if I'd crossed a limit by kissing her when I literally had my tongue between her legs. But still, deep down I felt like I did something wrong and I should apologize. 

Before I could pull myself away from her, I felt a stinging pain in my hair. Her fingers gripped my hair tightly, pulling me away from her. I hissed and looked at her eyes burning with rage. 

"I might have allowed you to touch me intimately but it'd be beneficial for both of us if we don't cross certain limits" she said through gritted teeth and I felt the harsh squeeze on my cock. After cumming two times I felt really sensitive and never had I ever cummed this hard. 

I exhaled through my pain and looked down at my cock, full of cum and still touching her wet folds and her cum mixing with my own. Fuck, I was not surprised feeling myself getting hard again. This was not enough for me, I needed more to quench the blazing fire in my body. 

I looked up, staring at those intense mysterious eyes. "Please" I begged "let me–" before I could finish my sentence there was another sharp tug on my hair and a harder squeeze on my cock. I whimpered not knowing if I liked the pain or the pleasure. Or both. 

"Let you what?" she asked, rubbing her thumb on my swollen head, making me shiver under her touch. My lips parted as I groaned and I felt like a man craving for a drop of water in a desert. All my senses were screaming inside me to just part her legs wider and thrust my cock inside her in this very position and fuck her until I find solace. 

"You want to fuck me so bad, don't you" the smile on her face looked evil "such a pure boy, I kinda feel bad for corrupting you. Tell me Jeon, have you ever touched yourself while thinking of a woman?"

I shook my head because I never did something like that. Even if I got a boner I'd just quickly finish the job. 

Sometimes we just don't feel sexual cravings until we find the right person so it's our own responsibility to know our body and just go with the flow, nothing wrong in it. One can touch their body and explore their desires without being shamed. And one can certainly refuse to do that without being judged. 

And I didn't know in which category I fell into. 

"From this moment, every time you touch yourself you're gonna think of me." she ordered me with an urgency in her voice and I nodded my head obediently "but remember one thing sweetheart" my world stopped at the endearment. She brought her lips near my ear, whispering the next words. 

"You are only allowed to fuck me not to kiss me".

If it was a dream then I wished to never wake up from it. I felt pain, pleasure, shivers and all of a sudden it was all gone. She abruptly let my hair go and pushed herself from my body. It took me a minute to process everything, my chest kept rising and falling. I looked at her with my hazy eyes and then looked down at myself.