Kaiyah POVI couldn't sleep all night and now I cant get out the bed to get the kids ready for school. They have early release today so we are sending them to school and then we will meet up with Sarai to get the test done on Heiress and Keontae. I felt like the more I laid in the bed the longer it would make time go slower. Keontae comes in the room
Keontae: Babe, we got to get up and get the kids ready, you have your appointment too today for lil bean.
Kaiyah: I cant babe, cause if I get up it makes it real. I'll know this isn't a dream and I might possibly be having my daughter taken from me
Keontae: I know, but we have to be strong for the kids. We can drop them off, come here and pack Heiress a bag for the hotel, then go check on lil bean and go from there
Kaiyah: This may sound selfish but I cant even be excited right now for the new baby at the moment. Like it was supposed to complete our family not replace a missing person
Keontae: I get it Kai, but you cant think like that. *pulls her up out the bed* Come on lets go get ready so we can get the kids to school.
School drop off was unusual today, Damir asked if we could all walk the girls to their class as a family and then even asked if we would walk him to to his class. We started with Reigny first. The kids walked in the hall ahead of Keontae and I holding hands
Damir: Come on Reigny and Dynver *They have a group hug* I love you both have the best day ever
Heiress: I love you too, have a good day too Mir and Sissy
Dynver: I love you too Mir and see you at recess sissy
Kaiyah: See you later, Reigny mommy loves you
Keontae: Have a great day baby girl.
Heiress went into her class and we took Dynver next. I wanted to make sure that Damir was the last to be taken to class so I could make sure he's okay. The last thing I need is for him to get himself in trouble at school today
Kaiyah: Mir, I know this is a lot for you but please Mommy cant handle much more right now. I dont need to be getting any calls that you showing your ass in this school today
Damir: Okay Mommy, I will do my best
Keontae: That's all we ask son
Back at the house
Kaiyah: Baby, you've been so strong for all of us but how are you doing honestly ?
Keontae: I feel like my heart is being ripped outside of my body but I have to make sure yall good
Kaiyah: But you dont were going to have to hurt and heal together from this
Keontae: I know, but I feel like I have to be the strongest one here
Kaiyah: *Sighs* You dont please if you need to cry then we can cry together, If you want to scream then we can do that together. I just dont want you to let all this build up and you go to a place you dont want to be
Keontae: Thank you babe, we should get her a bag packed though so we can make it to see Dr. Taylor on time.
We packed Heiress' all her favorites. Made sure she had her unicorn slippers and robe
Dr. Taylors Office
We walk into the appointment and get checked in and put back in a room to be seen
Dr. Taylor: Well Kaiyah, here we are for round three. Sorry for missing your initial appointment but now I know youre back I'll try to make sure that I dont miss. How's things been going?