29/09/23
i just found out
that the person i
consider my
best friend does
not see me the same way.it hurts but
at the very least
i am aware of this
know.it is kinda ironic.
i was so happy
today.i met nice
strangers.i saw funny situations
while being on the
bus.i did well in
school.i had a great cup
of coffee.and the weather was
great too...i was so happy.
but suddenly i thought
about my friendand asked her
what we are
because it always
felt like our
conversations are
forced.this makes so much sense now.
i cried a bit but now
i am just...i don't know how to describe it
but...i am glad i asked her
because now i can
stop bothering her
as much as she probably
thought i was.