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20/10/24

should i have stayed?

nothing would have changed
i know
i should know

but here
i don't know
everything is the same everywhere
no matter how far i go
or how i behave
it's always the same

but herei don't knoweverything is the same everywhere no matter how far i goor how i behaveit's always the same

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feeling like im rotting inside
seriously exploring every side of whatever this is

how does one stay sanemy mind goes wherever these dayswill i ever know someone and will someone ever know me in a way it feels right?

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how does one stay sane
my mind goes wherever these days
will i ever know someone and will someone ever know me in a way it feels right?

i think i will always explore the different path in my mind

it's good to go out of your comfort zone
the risk isn't worth it
should i be greedy about it?
i don't know
i already am
it stays the same
nothing changes
i am disappointed
but relieved
but mostly disappointed

and the relief isn't permanent
or full
or complete
or meaningful

how can i go at things with low expectations and still get disappointed it's not funny

how can i go at things with low expectations and still get disappointed it's not funny

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there is no meaning

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