Anyone But You [PhayuRain] [Love In The Air]

20: HERE I COME, Part 2

"Rain, then fuck me instead. You control it and you do only what you feel comfortable doing."

Say what now...?

It was Rain's turn to be shocked. This was a scenario that hadn't entered his head in his wildest dreams for tonight.

During the time they were together, Phayu had always topped. It wasn't because either were opposed to switching but they were both very satisfied with their sex life and had not gotten around to doing things differently. But Rain didn't doubt that they would have if they had stayed together.

He tried to take a moment to think about how he actually felt about this request...but curiosity was also rearing its head, and he couldn't hold the question in.

"Umm...have you ever bottomed before?"

Phayu took his hands in his and shook his head no. "If you say yes, then this would be my first time. I'm happy that it would be with you." He brought Rain's hands to his lips and kissed his knuckles. His eyes closed knowing that he desperately wanted Rain to say yes.

He looked at Rain waiting for his answer. Hope, don't expect.

"Aren't you going to ask me if I have done this before?"

"I don't think that I have the right yet to ask. And to be honest, I'm not sure that I want to know."

Rain nodded appreciating the candid answer.

This was a solution to his dilemma that he had not anticipated.

Of course, it was crazy. 

Even though he couldn't go through with it earlier, did this really change anything? It did put the control completely in his hands, he could play this any way he liked...fast and dirty, or ...something else... if he wanted. It would be his choice.

"Okay." He found himself agreeing before he had even told himself the answer.

Phayu felt a big smile break across his face. He was surprised but, oh so relieved!

Rain looked at Phayu, unsure what to do next, but Phayu didn't make any move to take the reins or give him any indication of what should happen next.

Oh. Okay. It really was his show now.

Rain felt his heartbeat thunder. If Phayu had asked the question that he had thought he would ask earlier the answer would have been no. He had never done this before. This was a first for him too.

But he remembered his first time.

Of course, it was with Phayu. It had been everything he could ever ask for. He had been patient, gentle, and romantic putting Rain's needs above his own.

Rain knew that he could do no less. And, they were men in their 30s now, much more experienced than they had been back then. He would do his best.

Rain flipped his hand inside Phayu's and pulled him up. "Let's take a shower."

Phayu could see the glint of determination and challenge in Rain's eyes. He smiled. Oh, he was going to enjoy this.

It was not in his nature to sit back and let someone else take the lead but to see this different side of Rain... he would do anything.

Rain led him into the luxurious bathroom and turned the taps to start the multiple heads in the large spa-like shower.

He then turned back to Phayu to strip him of his clothes. Phayu had always taken care of him in this way. So he did the same.