ENIGMA| PJM

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Y/N:

"What?" I could feel everyone around us tense but I can only look at the grey eyes whom I came to like. Jimin froze as he caught my teary form, the storm in his eyes changed so quickly, so many emotions dashing through them. Guilt for lying to me, pain and regret then love so much faster than I could react to. He made a step toward me but I shook my head at him.

"Y/n please" he pleaded, his voice cracking as he whispered my name brokenly. Funny how his previous growl changed in to mere whisper. He took another hesitant step towards me but I stepped back making it sure to him that I am not ready to listen to him now. "Just listen to me once" he breathed out heavily.

"I think we should leave you guys alone" Hoseok commented signaling others to leave. "No need. We will continue discussing our plan" I glared at Jimin before walking away from him. "You didn't have to do that Y/n" Hoseok said eyeing Jimin. "We didn't focus on finding Cole so far but I believe we can find him if we try"

"Taehyung try to find the evidence records from Y/n mother case" Hoseok informed Taehyung to which he agreed. "I will try to find Cole from database but it would be great if we can access central system" I hummed in reply not really paying attention. "I will ask Namjoon to check too"

"Ask him to update us about Yoongi investigation" Jimin stayed quiet all the while. "Meera and Jimin, you both should stay low for time being. We will update you if we find anything" I was thankful to Hoseok for taking the lead today. I am sure he understood how I am feeling right now. I don't think I can listen to Jimin right now without regretting it later.

"I will leave first then. I have to inform Jungkook too about it" I made an excuse before walking out of his house. "Please listen to me once, I know I can't justify it but I have explanation for doing it" Jimin pleaded me following me out. "Leave me alone" I pushed him away and got and bike. I quickly made my way to home.

Tears fell from my eyes, blurring my vision and running down my cheeks without my permission. But I didn't bother to wipe them away. It was a miracle that I got home safely without any accident. I walked in keeping my head down to my room. I was thankful I don't have to face Jin hyung or Jungkook now.

I tucked my knees to my chest, wrapping my arms around them. I rested my face on my knees looking out of the window from where I sat on the ground leaning against my bed. But I was unable to register anything around me. I was deep in thinking everything happening around me. People may think I am being over dramatic but I can't help it.

I lacked warmth and love of a person since childhood. Even though I had Jungkook, Jin hyung and Hoseok around me it was different from my mom. She was the only person in my life who made me feel loved. I felt the same love and care from Jimin after her but the fact he lied about it makes me sad.

I haven't cried since I lost my mom. I haven't cried after the fire accident. I made so many layers around me which makes it hard for others to see what I feel exactly but Jimin peeled all those layers and made me vulnerable around him. Maybe I was vulnerable from the start. Just because I am tough and can handle a lot doesn't mean I don't crave for some warmth.

I was too deep in thought I didn't realize when my room door opened. I felt presence beside me on the floor. Jungkook wrapped his arm around shoulder and made me lean in to his chest. "You don't have to be strong always" I sobbed in his chest when he spoke. I guess that was my breaking point. I cried and cried until I felt exhausted.

"How are you feeling?" I sat trying to compose myself enough to answer him. "I am fine" I managed to tell him as confident as I can. "Is it Jimin?" I bit my lip to stop myself from crying again at the mention of his name. "You don't have to tell me now" he might have understood from my expression. "Do you want to sleep?"

"No" I cuddled in his arms making sure not to pressure his wound. "Namjoon agreed to work with us" I told him everything that happened in his house. "You mean your mother was killed by Cole and Derek" I hummed in reply staring at nothing. "Why didn't you tell us you are Cole's daughter?"

"I couldn't come to terms that he is my father after everything he did to me and others" which father does this to his children. He even killed my mom just to torture me. "We thought we were family" both of us froze hearing his voice. "I guess you didn't count us as your family at all" we turned around and there stood Jin hyung and Jungkook father. "Dad"

"I will deal with you later" he growled at Jungkook making me sigh. "What else are you hiding Y/n?" I stood up with my head hung low in shame.

"You have been doing this for years behind our back" uncle said in disbelief after I confessed everything to him. "I am sorry" I mumbled lowly but he heard me. "Come here" I slowly made my way towards him. "Stupid girl. Why did you hide it from us? Don't you trust us?" his gentle voice made look up. "I treated you as my own just like Jungkook. It doesn't matter what your past is to us"

"If you told us all of this we could have helped you" my eyes got teary at his words. I guess I am being over emotional today. "Yes Y/n, because we already know where Cole is" Jin hyung continued making me surprised. "That's not all. We have footage of that day too" 

Author Note:

Hello readers... So finally whole team is coming together. What will you think happen now?

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