Love In Silence

3.

I was happy. For my look, I never really cared how I look in college. In my opinion it's just a college, just normal college. I always went to college in low ponytail and two clips in it because I don't like to show my bangs in college and of course with zero makeup.

I like simple me.

My morning went well and unexpectedly at college everything went well too. I was shocked and kinda happy because I never got the chance to know my classmates, who are actually good people or maybe it's just because since it's the last day that's why they were trying to be nice and all.

After giving exam for three hours we finally breathed in fresh air.

After being free suddenly the air felt so light and fresh even though it was may. Maybe i was too much happy that i don't have to come here again. (I just don't like going college not because of studies but idk)

As I said it was our last day, everyone was getting emotional except me. Actually I was very happy that day because I was going to finally meet him, just the two of us .... after a long time. I was also happy that he only asked to meet me for our last day. Generally we spend our last day or time with our closed ones that's why I feel extra special. At least that's what I thought.

After the exam, my friend and I were trying to find our other friend, when on the way he came with his friends. I told my friend let's find him (our other friend ) in other direction but she said we'll find him later first let's meet your classmates. I was trying to ignore him because I don't want to show him my excitement for our meeting or as I called it, our secret date. Uwu. I smiled in my mind.

After that incident I never tried to talk to him first and never show my interest in his life, of course only in front of him and other peoples. After seeing him standing there I tried to stop my friend but she just walked towards them like typhoon and dragged me with her. I don't know what she ate that day as she was suddenly strong enough to drag me.

After so many argues with my inner voice and fighting with my shyness, I finally looked up and saw him smiling cutely.

He looked charming, no he's charming. I thought.

I felt as if my heart would explode when I found him staring at me with his cute smile.

I don't know whether he's actually charming or it's just my stupid feelings for him which makes him look too special to me.

As it was the last day, everyone planned to make it special by writing their names, memories, special dates or anything on their friend's uniform with markers.

I wanted to write my feelings on his shirt as well and I knew he would never take the first step for these kind of stupid things as he respects me enough to not initiate skinship infront of so many people since he knew I don't find these things good and got embarrassed quite easily. So I took his hand.
my heart started to beat very fast and wrote the nickname that I gave him in a cute way, "RASGULLA" . When he tried to snatch the pen from me, his fingers brushed mine as I looked up to see his face and found that he was already looking at me with happiness in his eyes. He was too close. He took the marker and  wrote in my hand "PANDA " in cute way.

I just turned my face away as didn't want him to see my flustered red face from my stupid shyness. Whenever I got shy my ears turned red and hot. Its embarrassing.

I just can't forget that moment.

I never thought my heartbeat would run like a horse because of a person's simple touch.

But one thing I knew even if his touch is simple then he is special to me.

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A/n- I'm in love guys!!!!!

Btw RASGULLA is a popular Indian sweet you guys should try.