Will You Ever Love Me? Jikook

Part 7

hey, guys.

Today I got 1k in tragedy, I was so happy. thanks to all the people who always supported me.

Enjoy this new update.

I don't know why I always use this song but it is my favorite ost for my favorite drama.

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The doctor's voice, saying the word 'pregnant,' still echoed in his mind. What a wonderful gift at the wrong time.

His and Jungkook's baby—a part of both of them. It was so sad that he would leave them shortly, that he wouldn't be able to raise them, feed them, tell them bedtime stories, or cry when they first went to school. He wouldn't be there to witness any of it.

Jimin was lying in his bed, his two hands on his belly, caressing it gently.

His future was uncertain now. He had planned on living in his room until he died, but now he needed to create a future for his baby. He had to ensure that they would live happily in a warm, loving family.

Should he tell Jungkook about the baby? He was sure that Jungkook wasn't so heartless to deny it. Their relationship was toxic, yes, but it also bloomed with a beautiful soul.

But what kept him awake at night was the harsh reality that he might not even live long enough to give birth.

He will try. he will fight. His life is coming to an end but he won't let it be for his child too.

Bzzzz bzzzzzzz, bzzzz bzzzzzzz,

His phone had been ringing for too long, but his train of thought wouldn't budge or break.

Bzzzz bzzzz bzzzz bzzzz.

"Listen to me, you shouldn't keep it; you should abort it. It will only worsen your condition. You may not even be able to live long enough to give birth if you choose to keep it," Jimin stayed silent, his phone pressed to his ear. He knew what Jin was saying was true, but he wanted to try, at least.

"Are you listening to me, Jimin? You should think about it. You are 10 weeks along; you don't have much time to decide," the doctor urged the man, making him face the reality, the heaviness of the situation.

"I know that, but you forget something. I am dying anyway, whether it would be after one week or after one year. The only choice that I have is death, but the baby has more choices. It can live and have a long life."

"I am dying, but the baby can survive."

"It is risky, Jimin. You both may die," Jin argued, in a failed attempt to convince him.

"No, the baby will live and you will make sure of it, this is my last wish in this lifetime," that was the decision that he chose for their future, he was never sure about something as he was now.

Time skip one month.

What a lovely day! The sky is warm with the rays of the sun, and you can breathe in clear, fresh air if you open the window and let it in.

These days, all Jimin could think about was how his life would be if he were healthy, if he were in a loving relationship with Jungkook, and, of course, he never forgot to include his baby, Tiny, in the picture.

His baby bump wasn't visible yet, which sometimes made him wonder if the baby was growing well. However, Jin assured him that everything was progressing as best as it could in this situation.