"I tried everything. But nothing worked. Then I remembered about you,"
nuu suddenly looked up at him and gulped, there were so many unknown emotions swirling in those honey eyes, it almost made zee's heart constrict,
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"I remembered you told me once that I could always come to you for anything, if I ever need any help,"
Nuu stared at him bitterly and looked away, as though he was ashamed of standing in front of zee.
As though he was ashamed that he really had to come to zee, his ex lover for help in finding his missing son,
"Please, zee. I understand if you think I'm selfish. But please also understand.....that I-I'm desperate,"
he said earnestly, almost begging.
"I can't lose my baby too, zee. Please help me find him."
He pleaded.
Zee remained motionless at his place.
He was hurt, confused and beyond shocked. But most of all he felt betrayed.
He could see how much pain zee was in, but he was also in pain.
What about his feelings?
Zee knew he shouldn't be thinking about their past now of all times, he shouldn't be blaming nuu for suddenly disappearing from his life years ago without telling him why, knowing this was not the time at all.
Nuu's baby was missing for fucks sake and he came here with a purpose, with the hope to find his child.
Not to have romance with his ex lover.
The baby? Zee wondered and chuckled inwardly, the bitterness engulfing him once again.
Not only did nuu leave him and marry someone else years ago, but he also had a child now.
Zee couldn't help the jealousy and fury that engulfed him within a second.
Fuck!
He didn't even know nuu had been a carrier all along.
He knew there was a portion of the male population that could conceive and give birth to children.
He just hadn't known nuu would be one of them. It was rare.
He recalled all the passionate nights that they spent with each other, with zee taking the younger apart underneath him, how the beautiful boy underneath him would chant his name repeatedly like a mantra when they would reach their high.
Zee remembered not being able to go through a single day without kissing the younger, his only source of joy, comfort, happiness.
Nuu was everything to him yet everything ended like how all sweet dreams did.
Now the younger belonged to someone else that was not him.
Now, he was expected to find a baby that nuu shared with someone else?
Ironic, isn't it?Because of his grudge, zee would have said no immediately to the younger but one look at the beautiful male standing only a few feet away from him, his desperate teary eyes, and zee new he was a goner.
After that one glance and one realization. Zee realized why he had always been so whipped for nuu .
Why he had always been so obsessed with him. With that one glance, he for got all kinds of ethics and morals he knew.
He decided to be the selfish man that he was before meeting Nuu .
Zee was never a saint to begin with.
He only ever tried to become a better person when nuu came into his life and promised to stay with him forever.
And he tried, he tried to leave all his bad habits behind, for Nuu .
But now that the younger was no longer in his life, what's the point of being a good person again?
He would gladly be the most cruel man to exist without any shame if it meant he would get to keep nuu close to him and have him again.
Even if it meant finding his ex lover's baby and technically prolonging the younger's stay with him, then so be it.
"I'll help you. Don't worry,"
he whispered and took careful strides towards the younger.
Nuu stared at him, his face expressing his mixed emotions.
Zee grabbed the younger's wrist and pulled him into his arms as he wrapped his arms tightly around the younger's waist.
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He knew very well that the younger wouldn't push him away this time.
After all, from here onwards,nuu would forever be indebted to him to protest against anything he did and zee would make sure to take every single advantage of it.
To be continued ಥ‿ಥ
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There are a lot of secrets to unfold in the upcoming chapter and you'll know about nu's son soon.
