Perfect Fit

Chapter 16

I heard everything that Zhan said, but it seems I might have forgotten some things when he mentioned that he wanted us to...what?

I know he said he is curious about our compatability, but does that mean if we aren't, he won't be keen to get to know me anymore?

I'm not sure how I got to the house, how I parked the car, or even how I unlocked the door.

All I know is that I am holding Zhan in my hands, and all sense of reason was barely holding on.

"Hey, let's get to the room first. This is not safe for you and the baby."

"OK, yeah, that sounds like a good idea."

The fastest way for us to get to the bedroom was me picking him up. And that's what I did. Even with the belly and the doctor saying he picked up weight, he still felt very light to me. I made a mental note to make sure this man would be properly fed.

When we got to the room, I laid him on the bed, and his face was covered in longing. The Alpha's instincts in me wanted to make a mess out of him, but I knew I couldn't because he was carrying our child.

"Zhan, are you really sure about this because there won't be any turning back once we do this?"

"Yes, I am sure. And I know things will never go back to how they were, but I don't want them to. I want to do this, but please be gentle, ok."

Once I heard those words, the restrain on me came off.

Zhan pheromones have always been my weakness from the first day I smelled them. Today, I get to let him cover me with them, and I will be doing the same to him. I feel intoxicated and euphoric all at the same time.

"If you feel pain or it hurts at any point, you need to tell me immediately. Please don't make me do something that we will both regret. Ok?"

"OK...ok...I will tell you."

I don't even know if he heard anything I said. I could tell from the way he smelt that he was full of lust and hunger. That filled me with excitement because I knew all that hunger was for me to fill. I want to make Zhan mine. I want him to long for me like I long for him, I want him to yearn for me like I yearn for him. I want him to love me like I... love him.

Yes, I love Zhan. I love everything about him, and now I get to show him how much he is, my perfect fit.

I made sure I took my time with him. Allowing  him to take in each touch, kiss, lick, and embrace before moving on to the next one.

I was cautious not to rush to prepare him because I was scared he would feel too much pain because he wasn't on his heat. I wanted him to get as wet as possible before I could attempt anything down there.

Also, I didn't want him to be too tense because that would cause problems on the baby.

I was taking things so slow that I started feeling like I would snap soon, too.

"Enough with the teasing. Just get on with it. I can tell you are overthinking everything. Just let yourself enjoy this like I am. It won't be fair if it's all about me. All I said was to be gentle, but I never said I needed you to treat me like a fragile human. So come on, alpha, your omega is asking you to satisfy him fully."

I know it took a lot out of Zhan to say this, but I am happy to hear it.

"Say no more!"

All sense of reason and self-control snapped. I just hope his body will still be intact tomorrow.

I don't know how long we went at it or even how many times we did it. I have been lying in bed awake, too scared to open my eyes to access the damage.

I know I let desire take over reason, and I wouldn't blame Zhan if he hates me for it. I know he enjoyed himself because the reason we even went on for as long as we did was because he kept asking for more.