Always in my heart

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Cadmus∆

"It means that you are coming to my house.Right?"Ames asked excitedly."I can come but who will be at my home,kiddo."I said.

"Please.I want you to come to my house."He said with puppy eyes."I can't come.My home will be in danger."I said."Okay,I know that you don't like me.Take care."He said with a sad tone and was going to left.

"Well Kiddo,I don't know my way to home from here.I can't tell you that from where do I came and why i was crying.I ran away from there and now I dont know where i am."I said and he smiled a little.

"You can come to my house and than leave in morning.I will drop you at your house. Okay?"He asked raising his eyebrows."Deal!" I said with a smile."Deal!"He said excitedly.

I liked that kid very much.He is cute and sweet and loving.Just like Drystan.Ohh why I am still remembering him.I don't know how he feels about me.Why did he hugged me.And say that words.But I like him.And most importantly'I LOVE HIM.'......

"What are you thinking,Boy?"His mother asked."Nothing.I am a overthinker and i think too much than you will expect."I laughed nervously.

"Candy,You are very stubborn.Don't you wanna go home.It's already late.Pumpkin will shout on me that I would have force Mom to buy me something or stay out for sometime more. He never trust me."He said. "I am sorry for disturbing you.You will be thinking that why we stopped there and meet me.And letting a stranger to come into your house."I said.

"Candy!If you speak one more word,I will be upset with you.I won't talk to you anymore." He yelled."I am sorry but I have to go to hospital.I can't even stand and my head is spinning."I said."Are you okay,I didn't notice in the dark but now i see that your shirt is covered with blood and your head is bleeding."His mother said.

"I can't even tell you what is happening to me.No one loves me.I am useless.You should leave me there."I said and started crying again.I don't know why I was crying like idiot.It's been a day since I am crying.Why I am alive now?Why?Again the thought of killing myself came into my mind.

"I want to kill myself.I want to die.I am useless."I shouted like a psycho."Cadmus,Are you okay?Baby say something.Are you okay?" His mom asked.

After sometime i can't hear anyone voice.It was like everyone was speaking and i was caught in a room where i can hear no one.My head was bleeding continuously.My hands was covered with blood.I don't know why I started behaving like this.I was just shouting,"Kill me and kill me."And after sometime time of speaking I think I am no more alive.

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