Chapter 18: Our Sudden First Kiss

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Manik's POV

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Manik's POV

She had a bad past! I knew it! But this bad I never could have thought and then she says it is nothing huge! It is easier to understand her after knowing her! I was always confused about her behaviour one moment she would talk about our Love Story and the next she would push me away it makes sense now she never had friends people became a part of her life and left! She was emotionally tortured! If Physical bully hurts and drains you out when someone bullies you mentally it is 100 times worse and then that girl attempting suicide and she being blamed for it! She needs to be assured that we trust her! I still remember the time when she talked to me about paa's illness her only question was don't they trust her or are they done with her that they want to leave her too! It all makes sense now! 

"What now Manik? Will you change the way you behaved with me? What's next for us in this story?" I heard her 

"Sugar Plum listen I am not the kind of guy who would shower you with million of words and promised to comfort you! I believe promises can be broken! You will see me in my actions and no nothing will change between us! You will always remain that ped pe latki chudail for me, that witch jiske baal kheechne ka bahut mann tha mera but I always controlled because apparently she was my wife!" I said and she started hitting me with all her might making me laugh

"You know I hate you! You are soo soo rude! meaniee human" damn she is adorable 

"Shhh nandini nandini listen to me! I am not done yet! Your final question is still left! What's next in our story! That is something none of know! Now this the thing somewhere in our hearts both of us know that we have feelings for each other but it's the early stage of our story! Life already hit us with one challenge and we didn't deal with it in a good way! Maybe the next time we won't let this situation repeat but there is no guarantee! You were guarding your heart you pushed me away and I won't lie I am afraid that you will push me away according to your comfort now! I was always the ladla of the family and events took place that I don't even talk to them normally! I had the world's best friends and we are no longer in touch! I am angry at them they left me according to their comfort! I was fighting for you but when you said you don't want me in your life it hurt me! I understand you were guarding yourself Nandini but your words hurt me! I can never leave you! But I am afraid that if situations occurs you will again push me away and this time I won't be able to take it Nandini! I will fight for you till you allow me! But if you always let me go so easily I won't be able to take it again" I was rambling my fear of losing her it was scary! 

"Manik will you allow me to take you on a date?" She said 

"Nandini you don't need to do it! It's okay! Just because I am afraid of losing you! You don't need to get out of your comfort zone and take efforts" was I blabbering nonsense because nandini was frowning!

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