zindagi khaak hai

voices inside my head

Voices inside my head
Keep telling me to run away
Voices inside my head
Keeping me insane
I'm roaming lost here and there
Just like a vagabond
Without any place
Voices inside my head
Keeping me alone
I lost all of my friends
Thanks to them
I see sometimes things that are really not there
See bright lights in the dark nights
Poking at me when I am about to sleep
Voices inside my head watch my every move as I speak
They laugh at every word I speak
I got tired of them as they have ruined my life
Keep telling me I'm a coward as Im just a piece of shit
They keep telling me to stop breathe to end it all
But I am a coward as I was afraid to die
These voices come every year as I lose myself
Losing all chances of salvation that are left with me
Voices inside my head keep hurting me
Telling me that I will never be okay to keep breathing

Guys I don't know if anyone ever wants to read my shitty poems
This poem describes my psychotic episodes which I get every few months as I lose track of what's real or unreal.