Gralex (Boyxboy)

Part eight

Graham's PoV

It went days until I saw Alex again after that day.
I had stayed there, laid down for a little while not knowing what to do, but after looking around the room for something to dry my cum with if I decided to get myself off, and finding nothing, I decided to just put on my clothes again.
I felt so betrayed, he probably didn't even like me he just fooled around pretending to so he could get me aroused and leave me. What if he even took photos for blackmail or something.

I kicked a can I was walking past, I was now on my way home from the shop. All I had bought was a toothbrush and it was in my pocket. Damon had laughed when I told him I was to get one "you care for your teeth?! You drink till you pass out every night but you still care for your TEETH?" He had said.
I didn't care much for the toothbrush really, I was just too confused about me and Alex. I was also quite annoyed with the seemingly infatuated love couple that I lived with- I had had to get away.
I was also -almost- hoping I'd meet Alex, I didn't know why, what I'd say or what I'd do but I still hoped I'd bump into him... To clear things up I suppose.

But I hadn't seen him in the shop and as it started to rain I lost all hope. He just didn't care for me, he probably had himself a good laugh at that I thought he liked me.

A wave of anger rushed over me and I gritted my teeth. Anger was, as a change to the endless sadness and desperation I felt, quite nice. I allowed myself to be angry with him, in my head, it wouldn't hurt anyone and maybe I'd be able to clear some things out.

Who had given him the right to play with my heart like that? I knew he'd done it before- to others- but how was the band gonna work? How were we gonna tour, and I did thought we were at least friends! He was so.. So selfish, so arrogant, so ... So- I looked up and my eyes fell upon the long limbed cheese boy who right then jumped into a puddle so the water splashed all over him- so ... hot. I realised I was staring again and turned to walk away from him, I had changed my mind I never even wanted to see him again.

"Graham!" He called after me and ran to me giggling "lovely weather don't you think" he said with a wink that somehow only provoked me more. I didn't answer I just kept walking. "Graham..? Are you angry?" I glanced at him "no" I replied with an angry voice and kept walking. He walked to me and turned me to face him "what's wrong love? Is it what happened the other night?"
The word "love" hurt as I someone had spread salt in an open wound- what was he trying to do?! Was this another part of his plan? Was he going to search me up and watch me fall to bits before his eyes?
Maybe there was no plan after all. He looked so sincerely confused...
When I didn't say anything he kept talking "I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to make you angry, I just wanted to joke around- besides I actually really had to go because I was gonna break the party up, I was gonna return to you but when I did you were gone!" I didn't believe him, even though I wanted to. "But the party wasn't over when I walked out" I whispered under my breath. He looked me in the eyes "okay I'll tell you what happened, yeah? Well I got out with my clothes half on and as soon as I was gonna announce that the party was over, so I opened my mouth- you know. Eh to speak, but then this girl she kissed me, alright, aaaand when she broke the kiss she smiled at me and this guy got up on me, and apparently it was his girlfriend so like.. Um he punched me thinking I chatted her up and then I woke up the day after" I shook my head as tears built in my eyes. It was clear he was lying "that's not what happened..." I said, my voice breaking. He really didn't love me and now he covered it up with lies. Why did he do this to me? I think that's the only time I've ever made the cheese king speechless.

I turned and walked away, the tears streaming down my face. I couldn't focus, didn't know where I was walking, I walked for quite long, the rain pouring down more than ever and I was wet all the way into my skin. I heard someone call for me, but I didn't reply. A warm hand grabbed mine and dragged me somewhere, I didn't know if I actually cared.
I was sat down in a couch and someone dried my tears. I didn't recognise my surroundings at first but then I realised- it was Alex's place, but it was all cleaned up and empty. A glimpse of hope built in my chest.. Maybe he had been telling the truth, if the party was over and everyone were gone.
I heard someone walking up the stairs and then Alex returned, he threw some clothes beside me trying not to look at me. Was he crying?
"You can't walk home like that ey?" He said and his voice was deeper than usual and it was unsteady- he was definitely crying. I looked at him confused.
"What did you do then?" I managed to say and he finally looked at me, but it didn't look like Alex usually did. His eyes were red and his smirk that seemed to be his casual face was gone.
"You wanna hear the truth then? Well yeah okay I fucking shagged someone else cos I'm so fucking pathetic that I can't even handle being in bed with the only one I love, but I apparently can handle being in bed with some complete stranger that's half my age" his voice broke and his eyes filled with tears as he spoke. It went dead quiet for a moment "y-you love me?" I stuttered and looked up at him "yes .. Yes of course I do.. I just.. Well.. You might not believe me but well I got.. I got nervous" I didn't believe my ears but something in the way he looked and his voice made me trust him. He sat down and dried his tears looking at me. "Y-you're the most fucking precious being in this world Graham.. You really mean so much to me.. I'm sorry I cheated on you.. And left you.. And ignored you for a few days.. Fuck" I didn't know what to say, I had always been the scared one in every other relationship, so I knew what he meant. I hadn't cheated on someone but I did sort of understand why he did it. It hurt so much but I couldn't take it anymore. I got up, walked over to him and hugged him close as we both sobbed into each other's already soaking shirts.

Authors note: I've never written anything Gralex before and even though I know how they're usually described I'm having some trouble portraying them like I want to, so I'm working on that. If anyone has thought of anything in particular I should improve Id love it if you told me :3
Hope you liked this chapter, thnk you all for reading <3