Gralex (Boyxboy)

Part twelve

Alex's PoV
Graham was so tiny in my arms. I loved him more than anything, I hadn't been quite sure of how much before but now I did. Tears were running down my face, this was a very new feeling to me. I hugged him closer. This was probably the closest I had been to someone else without having the intention to shag them as soon as possible. I kissed his neck and thought to myself that I could wait a thousand years for him to love me like I loved him. But he'd always also love Damon and I knew that, they were too close to be able to lose feelings for each other.
I kissed the top of his head and held him tight sniffing his scent. He was so beautiful, in every way. He was so fragile and so different from me and everyone else. I realised he hadn't taken his glasses off and smiled taking them off. He looked so different without the glasses, they were like a part of him, he looked... Naked without them.
I kissed his lips softly and he groaned confused "no baby shh keep on sleeping, I'm sorry" I whispered. He giggled sleepily "no.. I wanna talk" he said and I nodded.
"What you wanna talk about then?" I said smiling and he crawled up laying his head down on my chest "I wanna talk about... Us.. And you.. And me" he said looking in my eyes. I giggled "yeah..?" I said and he nodded softly looking adorable.
"I want us.. To be honest with each other" he said softly and I agreed. "Me and Damon never was that, as you know... I love you, and if you don't love me or if you cheat on me or.. Anything... I just want you to tell me" he looked really startled by now. He looked as if he was about to cry, and as if he wanted me to confess to having cheated on him and didn't actually love him. I felt his heart beat against my body faster and I kissed him deep and lovingly "I love you Graham. Nothing- nothing can change that, and I won't cheat on you.. One doesn't do that if one really loves another" I said looking in his eyes and he started to cry softly smiling, and nodding.
We kissed again and he crawled up on me further. I smiled. He thought he was so discrete when he was hot but he really wasn't, he split his legs so he had one on each side of my waist and kissed my neck softly. "Mm you're so cute when you're horny love" I moaned and he blushed, clearly thinking I hadn't noticed he was. He kissed me and I bit his lip softly making him moan and move his hands eagerly along my sides "A-alex" he mumbled and I could feel a pressure pressing down on my junk. He was hardening. I kissed his neck and grounded my junk against his. He squirmed and kissed my neck again starting to stroke my chest. I smiled and cupped his asscheeks under his boxers massaging them softly. He smiled and moaned closing his eyes. I grounded on his junk at the same time and he whimpered in pleasure "yesss ohhAlex" I grinned and moaned as well.
We flipped over kissing so I ended up over him and I broke the kiss we'd joined in only to trace his belly down to his thighs with kisses. He groaned when I kissed the top of his hot cock and licked my was down to his ass. His legs found their way up on my shoulders and my mouth to his ass. My hands spread his asscheeks to make space for my tongue so I could rim him. I circled the top of my tongue around his opening and his legs tensed as I slid it in. I moved my tongue inside him, all as he moaned and tried to get used to the strange feeling.
When I judged him well ready for my fingers I stuck them in one by one. Stretching went quite quickly and I realised we hadn't stretched at all during our other intercourses, certainly it was most likely because we had both been shagged before and wasn't all that tight... I looked in his eyes and saw that he was ready.
I got off him and crawled over to the other side of the bed. He whimpered and stammered my name, probably way too turned on to think straight "I'm gettin the lube love what you think I'm doin.. just stay down I'll be right back" I said and looked through my drawers. I never realised how many empty lube tubes I had, it was embarrassing really. At least I found a tube that was almost full and crawled back to Graham kissing him. He kissed me back and told me to lay down on my back. I smiled and did as wanted me to.
He took the lube and squirted some out in his hands.
He smeared it all over my cock with smooth soft touch, it felt so good and he looked like something out of a porno, he concentrated on nothing else and he made sure to stimulate me as well as lube me up. When he considered himself done he got up on my waist and sat down on my lower belly.
He sat up on his knees and placed my top to his entrance. For what felt like an eternity all he did was hold it there looking in my eyes. It made me shudder weakly, out of anticipation.
Then he finally started working on getting down on me. " I smiled and moaned loudly as he slowly sat down on me. "F-fuck oh Graham" I smiled and he moved up and down on me slowly. He took my hand and braided our fingers together arching his back and I held his hand back, squeezing it tight. He gasped, his other hand clasping to my hip. "Ahhh-lex f-fuckkk I c-can't I.. I'm sore" he stopped moving and I squeezed his hip softly kissing him. "Baby you don't have to do anything, okay, we can stop if you want..?" He shook his head and stroke my hip bones "no no, I wanna" he said looking sad and I nodded. "You're so good on me baby, okay, we'll do this nice and slow, alright?" I said with a smooth voice and he nodded moaning. "Okay nice and slow baby" I said still holding his hand and grounded my hips. He nodded and moved slowly, slowly up and down on me a few times groaning. I stroke his back with my free hand. He shuddered softly and smiled.
I looked him in the eyes and angled his head so he looked in mine. "I'm gonna buck my hips love, is that okay?" He nodded pursing his lip softly. I rubbed his hips and bucked my hips hitting his spot. He cried out loud and clung to me "YeesssOHHHbabbyyyy" I moaned and smiled "ah-gain again" he whimpered and I obeyed bucking my hips hard into his spot again. He clung to me tighter sucking on my neck as his cock twitched against my belly.
He whined shuddering against me and gritted his teeth, I could tell he was really really close now.
I groaned in his ear turning him on more just to tease him.
"again" he whispered, his voice thin. I smirked "not just yet baby.. Not just yet". He nodded softly and felt my hand stroke his back whimpering. "Alex c-can't take it please" he bit my neck trying to hold back and I just nuzzled him letting  my hand reach down to the place where we met and spread his asscheeks, causing my top to hit his spot.
He gasped loudly in my ear and I felt his hot semen cover my belly. He smiled and his butt tightened around me as he rolled his hip making the most out of his high.
That was it for me, the pleasure made the knot in my belly unravel as a squirt of cum. I thrusted in and out a few times riding out my orgasm and then pulled out.
He fell over me and we laid down over each other for a while panting and smiling, our bodies sweaty and hot.
I rolled over to my side and we held each other tenderly.
"Fuck.. Don't we have a video shooting tomorrow?" I said, panting and started to chuckle. He looked at me and nodded, fuck we actually did. A fucking video for the band. Some disgusting shit where we had to spend hours and hours to do a three minutes video.
I kept chuckling but he shook his head "it's not funny.." He said and I nodded looking over at the clock "yes it is.. Our shooting starts in four hours". This was hilarious.
"No way.. What.. We can't go.. Alex.."
I shook my head "If you don't want to baby, we won't" then I kissed his adorable pink lips and rubbed our nose together in an Eskimo kiss. He smiled and blushed "you're so lovely towards me" he said and I smiled "of course.. I love you.. I've never really loved.. Before.. Not like this" I looked in his eyes to make him believe what I said, cos it was true even though I knew it was probably a really low chance he'd believe me. He nodded "y-yeah.." Then he blushed deep and turned his head away.
Fuck. Fuck. I was messing shit up, he was gonna leave me..
"how bout we sleep some though.. Yeah?" I said trying not to sound desperate and he nodded smiling. He laid down his head on my chest and smiled falling asleep softly. Fuck I was addicted to this boy, he was gonna be the end of me. I kissed the top of his head and smiled falling asleep. What a nice drug this whole 'love' thing was.

Authors note: quite quick update here, hope you enjoy! I really love Alex in this fic, hope you're all alright!
Xoxo