My B- Billie Eilish

Chapter 1

So here I am, packing my final things into the back of my mom's black Benz truck, never in my life I thought that I would be moving from my home city San Francisco, to the big scary LA...but here I am I guess...and I'm absolutely shitting myself. Although the drive is like 7 hours...it's still 7 hours.

"Are you almost done, honey?" I hear my lovely mother calling out to me from her car as I put my childhood teddy bear in this cardboard box.

"Be there in a sec mom" I say in a non-convincing tone as I hear my mom's car door closing, shortly after hearing our front door close as she makes her way upstairs towards my now old room.

"Everything okay?" my mom speaks, almost whispers seeming genuinely worried.

Me already feeling all kinds of emotions, I jump at the sudden voice from behind me turning around immediately,"Sorry, I'll be out in a second I'm just having my final moments with my room" I chuckle which makes my mom do the same.

I know you may think 'iF yOu'Re sO uPsEt wHy nOt jUsT stAy hErE' well I kind of have no other choice than to move...but that's a story for another time.

I finally build up the courage to leave this home (only took me 20 more minutes) as my mom see's me stepping out she make's her way to the back of her car, opening the trunk allowing me to put my final box in.

"I'm going to miss it he-" I begin speaking but get rudely interrupted by my mom blasting some song on the car radio which resulted in me giving my mom an offended face, grabbing my heart pretending I'm hurt.

"You're so dramatic Jen, LA is way better anyways" she laughs out turning the volume back down and starts the car.

"Well, I grew up here, I'm not very good with change you know" I say while my mom slightly rolls her eyes at me as I adjusting the seatbelt glancing one last time at the home.

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'GOD I WISH THAT YOU HAD THOUGHT THIS TROUGH BEFORE I WENT AND FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU- ' we're now about 4 hours into our journey and me and mom decided to have a full on Coachella performance in here, all of a sudden I'm no longer depressed about moving to LA.

The song finishes and I came to a conclusion I am depressed again but I know a way to get over it.
"Mooooom, I'm hungry" I drag out 'mom' while touching my stomach pretending that I'm dying off hunger (I am).

"Okay, what am I supposed to do about that" she say's giving me a 'what the fuck' face which makes me giggle slightly.

"Maybe feed your daughter? I kind of want some McDonald's right now..don't know about you" I say side eyeing her feeling hopeful that I convinced her.

Me and my mom always had a good relationship, I'm basically a copy and paste 19 year old version of her, so sometimes when one of us doesn't get something our way it results in a world war, Jen vs Michelle... but apart from that I'd say that she is my best friend, she's always been there for me for example when my ex boyfriend broke up with me, she went to his home during night time and rubbed butter all over his car, that was a little bit random but made me laugh my ass off almost immediately allowing me to get over his musty mullet head ass.

Without even realising my mom is making a right turn into a McDonald's drive thru, the sharp turn snaps me back into reality... for some reason I tend to do that a lot, current certain moments abduct me into a whole other world inside my head sometimes old memories or sometimes just day-dreaming about something or someone which I'm pretty sure is called being delusional but we move.

"20 piece chicken nuggets with a BBQ dip with a side of large fries, diet coke as well as an apple pie and a vanilla milkshake...oh and could I also get the wrap of the day thank youuuu" I say into the machine dragging out the 'you' while my mom sits back with an open mouth and eyes widened in shock but I ignore that and sit back into my seat feeling proud of myself.

"Don't forget that I don't have unlimited money and you will be paying for gas when we get to our new place" in return I side eye her as we make our way towards the pick up point.

First chapter done, literally no ones gonna read this but it's fun writing i guess:)