My B- Billie Eilish

Chapter 5

"Girl are you good? you haven't said anything the past 5 minutes we been sitting here" Emi says but my mind is elsewhere.

Their eyes are still glued to me, for some reason those blue eyes followed me back to my seat.

"I think they have a staring problem"

Without realising I speak my mind out loud in front of Emi.

"That's it, no more drinks for you Jen" Emi shakes her head smiling, I turned my head at her for a split second and then noticed the blue eyes are gone and no longer standing where they were, what is this witchcraft.

"I'm getting another drink" I said to Emi completely ignoring her drink ban for tonight.

I get up and start making my way towards the main bar, looking back hoping she follows me but Miss Emi over there is busy chatting up some guy probably not even realising I left her.

"Trev! nice to see y-" I begin speaking noticing that he's still sitting at the bar, but once I open my mouth he get's up with a frightful expression on his face which kind of confused me.

"I-I didn't mean to scare you.." My head tilts to the side coming closer to him but he seems to move back with every step I take.

"I can't... talk to you" He mumbles shaking his head, the same frightful expression shown across his face as before.

What the fuck is this dudes problem

I chose to ignore him, well he kind of just ran away once I sat down but you know...

I tell the bartender my order, same cocktails as before of course and wait, I'm kind of bored of this shit I can't wait to go home.

First someone stares into my soul and then a guy runs away from me... great night

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It's 3AM, I decided to have some shots after my cocktails which wasn't the best idea since I'm now sitting on the club floor nearly unconscious, while Emi is on the dance floor with a guy she met earlier. 

I'm no longer having fun, I feel sick and tired, I want to go home but Emi doesn't want to leave yet so I'll just wait on the floor here for her I guess.

There's an announcement on the speaker letting everybody know that the club is shortly closing which kind of relieved me.

Trev is no where to be seen.

The blue eyes are gone aswell which I kind of miss, they sent a hot sensation through my body and now I'm sitting shivering on the floor.

Made out with no body tonight even though that kind of was my goal.

I decide to get my shit together and go to the toilet by myself since Emi seems too busy to come with me this time.

I push through people, there isn't that many now because everybody is leaving with every minute.

Somehow I manage to get myself into that toilet, music is faintly playing in the background and the lights make me feel like a bad bitch.

I strike many poses in the mirror, taking a few mirror selfies, I'm the only one in the toilet so...why not?

I kind of forgot what I'm actually there for so I sit on the sink pulling out a cigarette and a lighter out of my purse.

I chose to sit on the sink in the corner which was by a window and light my cigarette not caring if I'm not allowed to smoke in here.