My B- Billie Eilish

Chapter 28

"I don't think she's cheating on you" Gabriel says after I explain everything to him

Every time something like this happens I can't help but invite the closest person I can so I'm not alone, usually it's my mother but she's still away and will be for another 8 days

"Eggplant emoji? and fucking 'can't wait to see you?' no" I shake my head as I violently down my 4/1000 shots of tequila

"Maybe they're just fucking around I don't know" he shrugs "Billie isn't the type to cheat or anything, considering she's obsessed with you aswell" he steals one of my poured shots ,downing two of them one after the other

Tears begin to fill my eyes as a mixture of sadness and alcohol begin to buzz inside of me

"I don't care, she's been acting weird recently and she didn't give me a proper explanation apart from that she's just a friend, which I don't fucking believe"

"Should I invite her over? I'll make her speak" Gabriel says sitting back into his seat

"I don't know, it's all still fresh from last night" I add

"So" he smirks grabbing his phone "I'm texting her right now to get her cheating ass over here, we need some explaining to do" he says as he types away on his phone

"Fuck you" I giggle giving him the middle finger "But thank you aswell" I add

"Oh shit" We both jump as soon as his phone begins ringing 5 seconds after her sent the text

"Billie?" I question, sounding worried as if something terrible just happened

"Yes shush" he waves his hand in front of my face.

"Hello?"

"Yeah I'm at her place"

"I don't care, you got some explaining to do"

"Now, why would I text you to come NOW if I didn't mean it you idiot"

"No you're coming now, don't be a fucking pussy"

I can hear her voice over the phone, it honestly hurts me hearing it

"Okay we're waiting"

He says looking up at me smirking, the kind of smirk that tells me 'we did it billie is on her way now'

"She'll be here in 20 minutes" he says smiling at me like a fool

"Stop smirking ,now I'm scared" I groan as I grab a pillow and violently scream into it like a psychopath

"Thank you Gabriel? I adore you Gabriel? No?" he pretends to sway his 'long' hair in the air

"Thank you Gabriel" I say with my face buried into the pillow

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The doorbell rings, we're both 9 tequila shots in and we're a little bit more than tipsy so something tells me this conversation isn't going to go as planned

"You open the door, go" I say waving at Gabriel

"No bitch it's your girlfriend and it's your house" he crosses his arms

"Well YOU invited her so YOU get up and YOU open the damn door" I add confidently

"Fuck you fine, you're buying me food after this I'm hungry" He squints his eyes at me as he walks towards the door

"Come on in dear cheater" he opens the door bowing to the side allowing her to come inside

"I'm not a fucking cheater" she furrows her eyebrows at him, twirling her car keys on her finger, drunk Jen is going feral for her right now

Her eyes soften once she sees me drunk on the couch, I can tell by the look in her eyes she just wants to come to me and hold me but she knows thats not possible right now, this hurts me like hell I just want my Billie back, I hope all of this is just a misunderstanding

She sits beside me on the couch, close enough for her leg to brush against mine, I get up and stand facing her with Gabriel, we both cross our arms making this look like an interrogation

"Well, speak peasant" Gabriel says in a serious tone, I can tell he's not taking any of this as serious as it should be taken

"Can you please leave us alone for a few minutes" I whisper into his ear, all of a sudden all the alcohol I consumed washes out of my system

"Your wish is my command my queen" he says out loud "I'm going to go flirt with that fit guy in the parking lot maybe he's still there" he spins around leaving the apartment, arms still crossed giving Billie a dirty look

he kills me

The silence fills the room, Billie is sat fiddling with her rings instead of looking up at me

"Well, are you going to say anything?" I break the silence, starting off calmly hoping it stays that way

"I need to tell you something" She says which almost sounds like a whisper, I have never seen her this nervous before, it's scaring me

"If you're just going to break up with me then do it fast, I don't want you to give me a 10 minute speech on how you love me but can't be in a relationship with me" I gulp feeling anxiety rushing over me, hoping anything but that

"No I'm not going to break up with you, I promise, it's something different that has been with me for almost
... well ever since I was like 10" She says

Finally she's able to speak in full sentences

"Alright, go on" I add feeling a tiny bit relieved

"Can you sit beside me please, I feel anxious when you're standing over me like that" she says looking up at me

The way she looked at me melted my heart completely, she seems absolutely devastated and it's breaking my heart more than last nights situation

Without saying anything else I sit beside her, she immediately twists her body around to face me and grabs my hands in hers

"Take your time baby, I want to listen to everything you have to say, there's no rush" I say reassuringly, my mood quickly switched once I seen in Billie's eyes that this might be quite important to her and this relationship

"I'm ready to tell you everything Jen" She says looking right into my eyes

I love her so much

I honestly love where this is going