My B- Billie Eilish

Chapter 6

UGHHHHH

Like I thought, I'm dying from the worst hangover right now

"What the fuck?" a sleepy voice calls from beside me in my bed

The sudden noise startled me but I realise that it's Emi, rolling towards me furrowing her eyebrows, I just woke her up... whooops

"Holy shit I forgot you're here, you scared the shit out of me" I say grabbing my heart and sitting up while Emi chuckles to herself

"How are you feeling, because I certainly don't feel well" I ask Emi as she rubs her eyes yawning and stretching

"I'm fine, just tired I barely drank anything last night" she replies and I let out an 'oh'

I make my way to the bathroom letting Emi know I'm going to have a quick shower

I turn the hot water on and begin undressing, flashbacks from last night replaying through my head

I still don't know why Trev fucking ran away from me, what is up with these dudes nowadays

Aw he was nice though he wanted to buy me a drink

And also touched my thigh which was... disturbing

Me being me, I drift off into my imagination finding myself smiling at how embarrassing I was last night, without even realising I'm in the shower for...I would say... maybe 20 minutes? I was meant to have a quick shower but my thoughts consumed me

I feel like I'm missing something...

I'm missing a feeling I was feeling last night if that makes sense

Butterflies and warmth which was caused by something... or someone

... oh my god

"Billie"

I whisper to myself as I pause everything that I was doing in the shower, suddenly I remember our  little club toilet moment and the way that girl's eyes were piercing through me

I think she gave me something last night but my head seems blank, with every minute everything fades from my memory

But thanks to shower thoughts and my big brain it shortly returns to me which causes me to finish up quickly

I step out of the shower drying my body with my white towel, shortly after stepping into some grey jogging bottoms and a loose T-Shirt, I don't care how I look today I know for a fact I'm not going out in this state.

I step out of the bathroom back into my room, Emi is nowhere to be seen... she must have left while I was showering because her purse and shoes are no longer here.

How long was I in that shower, damn

Not thinking about Emi too much right now I rush to my purse trying to look for the note that Billie handed me last night

Nothing.

I check the jacket which I was wearing last night hoping I find something but once again

Nothing.

I try and think where else that little note could be hiding but of course... nothing, I checked my bed, I checked the night stand, I even checked the fucking corridor thinking it maybe fell out when I was taking my keys out of my purse last night or something