Horror is consuming her mind, her entire world seems to be collapsing before the man who is standing infront of her with his hidden and masked face like always. She wants to scream but her voice betrays her like always. She wants to hit him, wants t...
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◆ Four months ago ◆
" Jungkook "
Life nowadays is getting too much boring. There is no fun, no thrill and no source of entertainment. Everything in my life seems dull and fucking annoying. Nothing can make the ultimate annoyance removed from my head and skin. Yes my skin certainly burns from the annoyance of regular dull routine. The dull life, it bores me to tears.
Sitting on the desk of my chamber, i ywan at boringness. Last night i had night duty. I had been on the I.C.U all night long, awake without any sleep, dealing with the critical patient.
Once i used to find thrill on the I.C.U duty as i used to feel that it's my way to get the challenge of fighting with the kings of the death. But nowadays i find no thrill also there anymore.
That's the problem with me actually. I easily loose my interest in things nowadays and this shit is not good for me at all. Because the lack of interest in things makes me wanna leave everything behind and do things that my impulsive thoughts wants to make me do. My impulsive thoughts which are nothing but deadly, dangerous and harmful.
Standing up from the chair, i slam my hand on the desk as i murmur beneath my breath " Okay enough of this. Iam just going to go home and take some rest. ".
But who am i even kidding? Do i even want to get any rest? What kind of rest i will take? Lay down on my comfy bed and take a nap? Or a whole deep sleep? This is literally impossible for me as i have clinically diagnosed Insomnia.
And it's the reason that though i had night shift yesterday night and didn't sleep for a single bit, and of course my shift has ended already but still i was sitting on my chamber instead of going home. Not only that, i always feel three times more bored at my house than i feel here at the hospital.
But what can i do even now? Iam feeling beyond irritated right now. The lack of interest on anything is getting worse and worse only by the time.
Standing there in my cabin, i take my phone at my hand as i check the notifications to see if i find something interesting there. Who can say? Maybe i find something to avoid this boredom today!
As i scroll down through the notifications i suddenly remember an infromation by seeing a text of one of my friend. I actually forgot totally that there is going to held the orientation program of the new first year batch of our Medical College today.
Well then again,how would i have even remembered that information also as iam not involved with the academic site at all ! I work at the clinical site because it suits me more well i think. So as soon as i completed my internship, i went for the clinical site, not going to academic site like my other batchmates did.
