"A Baby!?"

Chapter Ten

"Jin oppa..." Oppa!?"Why are you crying?! Did I do something wrong!? I'm sorry I won't do it again"

I touch my face to find it wet. My tears fell.

"Are you hurt?" She inspects me.

"Nothing. Let's just go home" I grab her hands and start leading the way

"Jin... " When I turn around there's worry in Y/n's eyes. " I don't want you to be hurt. Especially if I'm the reason"

Was it the tears!?
Or did she know??
Did she know how much I was holding back!?There wasn't a moment I disliked the idea of me telling her exactly how I feel. But I always held back, because that would make me very greedy...
This was not just about how I felt.
It was also about how Y/n would feel if she knew.
It was also the fear of how this would effect our group's friendship.

I don't say another word, I couldn't.

Y/n pov

"Are you feeling a little sober now!?"
Jin plops on the couch beside me. The house is silent. It is 11'o clock so I'm not surprised that everyone is asleep

"Yes" I say, embarrassed...

"Good. Go and sleep. From today onwards I'll be sleeping with you" My eye balls must have been popping out of my eye. Because he soon confirms "I am your roommate from today. It was reassignment day, Suga's turn"

Shit. I'd totally forgotten about that.

I toss and turn in the bed...
I wish I could say it's because of the alcohol. But I knpw better than to lie to myself.

"Jin... Are you asleep yet!?" I whisper trying not to wake him up but to my surprise he replies.

"Yes"

For a moment I lose all the words I wanted to say. Then I settle for
"Can you give me some time!? "
Jin turns to face me.

"For!?"

"To think about what you said"

"What's there to think, really! " If I didn't know this man for 12 years I'd miss the pain in his voice.

"I want to really think about how I feel. I don't want to hurry and make a decision I might regret later. That will hurt you." And me

"Ok" Is all he says as he turns to face the other side again.

The next day...
Yoongi pov

I am worried about Jin Hyung and Yn.
Initially they had the strongest bond in the group... even the strongest bond I'd seen, I could say.

They were the definition of soul mates.
They always searched for the other.
And then Jin Hyung's feeling grew bigger and bigger everyday, so did his fear and pain.
And i was the only person who knew about this, that too just happen... He didn't really want me to know.
It was when Hyung was so drunk that he ended up in hysterical tears saying how hurt he was due to the love he felt...
He didn't dare mention a name. But i didn't have to guess. I knew who it was. His eyes spoke so loud.
Unfortunately, many failed to see it. Not me though.

To save himself... I begged him to distance himself from Yn.
I didn't know that would strain their relationship enough to make them the most distant duo in the group.
I thought after a while Hyung's feelings for Yn would diminish and hopefully disappear... And then they would be back to being... Them. Minus the wounded Jin.
That was the whole reason I suggested such a terrible idea...
But what I hadn't excepted was, for Jin Hyung's feelings to never disappear....
the days to turning into weeks,
the weeks turning into months
And finally turning into a decade.

Yn missed him...
She missed what they were.
She still does.
Of course she will.
Yn loves Jin...
Maybe not the way Jin loves Yn , you never know though, But she does. I know it.

Jin misses Yn too.
Every bit of her...
Every bit of them.
But he was hurting.
He didn't want to hurt, I didn't want to see him hurt.
This changed after our fight a while ago.
I don't know what happened inside that brain of Jin...
But he was ready to get close to Yn again.
This time not as friends...
He told me he couldn't handle that.
He was hesitant at first... But I pushed him.
I was sick of seeing my dear ones suffer because of the distance that had been created.
I know Jin would hurt. But I'd be there for him, like I've always been.
I know Yn would fall into a black pit of Unfamiliarity. But I'd be there for her. If I couldn't, then Hope would be there for her.

Despite anything and everything.... We're family. We love each other.
So I know we'll have each other's back anytime, all the time.

"Hyung.... Do want want a fried egg!? This is the third time I'm asking you. " Jimin pouts.

"No thanks I'm fine" And he sighs.

"You know, I was thinking about the baby yesterday and... I realized we never named her. I feel weird calling her baby all the time. " V lightly bouncing the baby on his hips.

"Shit. I didn't realize that. " Jk's eyes widen.

"Actually I was thinking about it yesterday. How about Hui mang, hope"  RM suggests

"No.... That is literally my name. " J Hope protests

"Oh. Never mind then"

"How about Ha neul, sky!?"  I intervene surprising them.

"Ha neul" They repeat the name.

"I love it. It rolls off my tongue perfectly" Jin beams with joy and holds the baby " Hi, Ha neul" He greets Ha nuel. Our baby.

I notice Yn eyeing Jin with a small smile on her face. Admiring him.
Admiring them.

That's a good sign... Right !?