"A Baby!?"

Chapter Nine

J hope pov

"What's wrong with Noona!? " V asks me worried.

"She's having lunch outside..." They give me a look of sass. "We're not gonna have lunch together today"

"What!" Jimin exclaims

"But it's sunday today. And Noona would usually want us to have lunch together. Especially after that fight we had" JK argues...

"Is she mad at us, Hyung?? " V asks worried.

"Don't worry she's not." Jin's standing in the doorway with Suga and the Baby undoing his shoes.

"How do you know Hyung?? " Jin ignores V's question and walks into his room, a little defeated.

"Don't mind him. " Suga says as he follows Jin

"Ok. What is going on!? " I am so confused right now.
Yn wants to miss out a lunch together...
Something is clearly bothering Jin Hyung .
Suga Hyung knows what's going on but won't share it with us...
And RM is out with a friend. Well at least there's no problem there.

I find Yn seated on a bench, her head hung low.

"Will you please tell me what's wrong!? " I scream at Y/n amongst the booming music playing in the room. The club is not the best place for this conversation. After a long day of wandering around the city and me sticking by her side concerned, not questioning her, the club is where we ended up.

I pull her outside to a less noisy place. She stumbles against the wall but stabilizes herself before I try to catch here.

"Y/n. Please. Tell me what's wrong!? "

"Nothing's wrong, Hope"

"Don't try to lie to me. This isn't like you Y/n. You don't go around clubbing and drinking, avoiding the rest of us until something is up. Can you please tell me, who knows I might be able to help-"

"I don't know how I feel anymore, Hope" She bends lowering her body towards the ground.

"Huh!? "

" I don't know how I feel about him anymore. I was so sure he was my friend, that's all I thought of him...
But now that he... " She chokes on a sob
" Now that he told me how he really feels. I feel weird in my body and mind... I'm not disgusted or worried or awkward about it either. Ok maybe I'm lying to myself about the last part but... I don't know. I don't know anything, anymore"

"Is this about Jin!? " Her heads shoots up to meet my eyes...

"You knew!?" She looks more startled at that than anything.

"It was way too obvious Y/n. I'm surprised you didn't catch on earlier."

"Catch on what!? "

"He likes you and I think you do too"

"What!? " Her eyes are sorrowful.

"I might be wrong but...
You look at him like he's the brightest star in the night sky...
You couldn't sleep and used to roll around in bed the whole night when he wasn't talking to you that one time...
You complain almost everyday about how he won't go on those  'Friend dates' with you anymore." A tear drop rolls down Y/n's cheek and falls down.

"I don't know Hope. I really don't" was all she said. Denial was a slow ass poison.

Jin pov..

"Are you crazy, Suga!? Why would you make Y/n and me roommates!? Especially after everything that happened." I didn't mean to be so harsh on him but I didn't see another reason why he'd assign us together as roommates, even when he knows what exactly is going on between us at the moment.

It is the day when our rooms were re-assigned, that includes change of roommates . We did this every 6 months because of the disaster that had formed on the day of our arrival to this house. Everyone had fought over wanting the 'best room' and we were having a hard time trying to decide our roommates. So V Suggested we take turns and assign each others and ourselves to rooms and roommates every few months. I loved the idea then. But now I am having second thoughts.

"I know you didn't mean that. So I will not be offended"

"Seriously?? Out of all the things I said you only heard that?? " Suga sighs and walks closer to me.

"Look, Hyung. I assigned you both to the same room, so you can sought your shit out sooner... There's a saying that goes ' If you lock enemies in a room even they become friends' so.. "

"You just made that up, didn't you!? " I glare at him

"Yes. But that is not the point. The point is, stop being a damn baby and face her. " He walks away before I can say anything to him

"Are you not afraid that Y/n and my awkwardness might become a problem to our friendship!? "

"You're Overthinking, Hyung. Our friendship is way too strong to be broken by something so trivial like that. " I sigh and sit down as I see Suga walk away back to his room.

Everyone is in their bed, except for J hope and Y/n. I hear a buzz on the table... Why is J hope calling me!? Is something wrong!? I answer the call...

"Hello"

"Hyung... Can you come to pick Y/n up. She's pretty drunk. I have something to do before I get home. ".

" Ok. Where are you!? "...

It was not hard to spot Y/n even in the blinding light and the crowd...
Her head hung low and here knees bent. She was so obviously drunk.
How much did this girl drink!?
and where is J hope why did he leave her alone?

" Y/n let's go back home" I grab her elbows, trying to help her not fall over.

"Oh! " She exclaims and grabs me by my cheeks.

"Y/n" I tried to warn her. It was dangerous, not to her, but to me, to my heart.

I've had crushes on many before, they were all innocent and shallow. When I heard someone say  "Sometimes it hurts, when you love."
I didn't know the true meaning behind that phrase but... I'd like to think this is what it means...

When love someone...
when you genuinely love someone,
Being with them hurts, Especially when you're the only one who loves.