"A Baby!?"

Chapter Eleven

A  week later...
Yn pov.

"RM how do you know if you like someone!?" I spent the last week thinking about Jin...
About my feelings for him...
And about what love is...

Though I've only been in one proper relationship in my life.
I learned about love through my friends, but that was different from the romantic love, right!?
That is why I'm not sure about anything I'm feeling right now.

I love Jin, of course I do. He's my best friend.
But is that all!? Is he just my friend !?

"Is this about Jin? " He deadpans.
Having a drink with each other, while everyone was asleep was how we bonded.
If Hope is the shoulder I can lean on.
And Suga is my safe zone.
Then RM is the pillar I can hold on to when I feel like I'm drifting away. He stabilizes me.  He's the one person who I'd ask for advice

"How did you know!? " I sit back straight shook.

"You couldn't look each other in the eye for the past couple of days. Even though you aren't the closest of people. You are close enough to talk and not be flustered enough to dig a pit for yourself. And the air between you two is obviously... Tension. Weird, awkward tension. " I feel very exposed right now

"Did you both have sex!? " I choke on my wine. And protest.
"What!!! Hell no. "

"Good." He looks at me with suspicious eyes. "Do you want to!?" I don't respond. He doesn't push it further taking the hint.

"So... " I continue after a few moments of silence. "How would I know if I liked Jin. Not just as a friend"

"It's quite simply actually"

"No. For me it's not. " I cross my arms

"That's because you refuse to see what there is... And only see what you believe. All humans are like that. "

"Now. Translate" This man is definitely a philosopher unlike me.

"You already know what you feel about Jin. You haven't acknowledged it yet, Yn" He resigns when I give him a confused look and decides to answer my initial question instead.
"Love, Yn is almost like a really valuable friendship ... You like being around them all the time" Like me and Jin did when we first became friends. "You miss them when they are not around. You want to hold them when their sad. You look for comfort in that person."

"Oh my.... I'm crazily in love with all 7 of you. " It doesn't take a second for RM to detect the sarcasm in my comment.

"What makes romantic love different from platonic love is the little things.
You feel like you fell into another galaxy when you look into their eyes. You find that so fascinating that you can't look away. You feel comfortable around that person but there are times when their mere presence is enough to send butterflies raging through your stomach. You want to wake up seeing that person's face everyday." A hint of smile spreads over his face and something hits me "You want to kiss them goodnight every-"

"Oh. My. God. " I cut him off in absolute shock. " You are in love, RM"

"What!? How did you know!? " His eyes widens and he curses under his breath.

I look at him with my palms on my mouth. Still in shock due to the revelation. " And I think I know who it is." It has to be her.

"Yn. Don't you dare tell the others."

Two more weeks later.
Rm pov.

"I think Yn is developing feelings for someone." I say after contemplating a shit ton.

" I know... It's Jin, isn't it!? " Once again, Lee Nari surprises me.

I thought telling her that the girl she likes is starting to like someone else would be a terrible thing to do. But she already knows?!

" It's kinda obvious, Rm. Yn is terrible at hiding her feelings. She always find excuses to go to his office, gets flustered everything I mention him but most of all I see the way she looks at him and the way he looks at her. It's very obvious and cheesy. I bet everyone already know they're dating. "

" They're not dating Nari. Those two idiots seem very oblivious to that. And also our maknae line. "  I look through the books on the shelves. I really like the collection here.

"Your maknae line wouldn't know cause they live in another universe. But are you sure Yn and Jin don't know!?" Nari eyes me.

"Yep, very sure. They've been avoiding each other for a month now"

"Damn. Too bad. "

"You good!? " I gulp, worried.

"Yeah. I am. And even if I'm not, I will be. It was just a stupid crush. Also I knew long aback. "

"Good. Good. Did you also know that I liked you!? " I mindlessly go through the shelf, not having the courage to see her face.
When I do, after what felt like hours but was only seconds, I see her frozen.

"What!? " She questions.

Nari pov

I must have heard him wrong.
Or atleast misunderstood what he meant.

" I said like you Nari. Not just as a friend but as a woman."

"That's a terrible joke, Rm"

He sighs "I like that you don't give 2 fucks...
I like that you love books...
You look cute when you scrunch your nose when you can't decide on which book you want
I want to be by your side when you're acting strong but really are not okay, like now" He stops his actions and finally looks at me.
"Does it still seem like a joke"

"I... " I get cut off by a very firm but warm hug.

"Shut up. Right now, I just want to... " He never finishes his sentence and I feel to dumbstruck to ask him.