factory of failure

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city street lights

we walk down the sidewalk

there's a bus pulling up on your right

number 127

i know it's yours but -

you are turned away from it

eyes towards me

and i don't remind you

time's ticking on the

watch taped to your wrist

7:58

7:59

one second

a world of difference

how is it that sometimes

i feel like i'm floating away

fraying in the free fall

flickering

fragile as a facade;

a factory for failure

8:00

there's your bus again

i used to wonder how there

always seemed to be a bus 127

even though it had

passed us two minutes ago already

but now i know

there's just multiple of them

i want to be like that

infinite carbon copies of my soul

then i could be:

with my mind, alone, forever

with myself, in the car, lost in music

with friends, laughing, singing karaoke

with you, always you, lost in the promise of always

8:01

8:02

your hand suddenly-

trips,

tears off mine; you wave

from the windows of bus 127

handprint against the glass

warm skin against a cold heart;

i am the defective from a factory of failure

and you,

you are perfectly breathing.

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