heartstopper Disabled au

what are we gonna do with you Charles

               [Tw Depression, ED, SH, anxiety]

Charlies pov
I never wanted to let him go, he made me feel so safe but he let's go and speaks.

"Comeon Charlie, we need to get to class. Mr.Lange thinks I went to the bathroom" he stands up and holds out his hand. I take it and he helps me up. We start walking to class and about half way there I realize we're still holding hands, I gasp quietly and remove my hand quickly.

"I'm so sorry! I-i didn't realize I was still holding on."

He lets out a small chuckle "Hey, it's okay i promise. If it made you feel better that's all that matters."

"Actually... it did. Thank you." Nick gives me a small smile, he's so handsome.

We walk to into class "Mr. Nelson what took you so long?" Mr.lange says angrily, I step out from behind Nick fidgeting with my hands looking down, my eyes red and puffy. Mr.lange looks at me then to Nick and seems to understand the situation. "Okay go sit down." "Everyone open to page 235 and start taking notes."

Nick and I walk back to our desks, I sit down and lay my head in my folded arms on my desk.

Nicks pov
I look toward charlie, I can see the outline of his body leaned over with his head down. I sigh. I wish I knew what happened and how I could help. I folded my arms across my chest and thought about what I could do.

Nick
"Do you wanna come by mine this weekend?" I asked him, I can see him sitting up and looking in my direction. It felt like forever before he said anything.

Charlie
"Are you serious?" I asked confused, ("who would want me to hang out with them?")I thought to myself.

Nick
"Of course I'm serious. Why wouldn't I be?" I furrowed by brow confused as to why he would think I wasn't.

Charlie
"S-sure, I'd love to." I smile. I could feel lu heart fluttering.

Nick
"Okay, cool, my address is 34 River Crescent, Rochester, Kent."

Charlie
I type it into my phone and pull it up on the GPS "Really that's so close! Okay, I can come by Saturday if you're free?"

Nick
"I'm free Saturday, sounds like a plan." He smiles

("Wow, me hanging out with nick nelson? At his house?!")

A few minutes before the bell rang nick stood up, "I'll see you later" he gives me a warm smile and walks off with Nellie.

After the bell rings I go to use the bathroom and notice brusing forming around my neck. I freak out and grab an extra hoodie I had in my bag and pulled up the neck line to hide it.

During lunch I meet up with Tao and Issac. We sit chatting, toa eating a sandwich and Issac eating while reading his newest book.

"Charlie, where's your food?" Tao asks, concerned

"Oh... well, um, I forgot it, " I say, looking away

"Charlie, you can't be forgetting you're food, you're diabetic. Did you at least bring your insuline?"

"No...." I look down at the table fidgeting with my sleeve.

"Charlie, this is serious. You can't just be forgetting things like this or you can get really sick."

"I'm fine, I took it earlier before I had a snack." I try to convince him, but I'm not sure if I'm doing a good enough of a job.

"Fine, whatever." He scoffs and goes back to eating his sandwich