I Met Him Online // Malum

Chapter 15

-Michael

It was my last day here being with Calum, and we were both pretty depressed. I didn't want to leave him and he didn't want me to leave him. I had to wake up around five am this morning to get ready to leave because he ride home was going to be long. I already packed my stuff the day before, and Calum just watched me with a frown on his face. I didn't want to leave so soon, but I have school. But when we're out of school and if we're still together we want to move in with each other here in Sydney.

"Mikey, I don't want you to go..." Calum whined, and held me tightly in a hug.

"Trust me I don't want to go either..." I said sadly.

"I'm going to miss you so much!" he sniffled. I pulled back from our hug and pecked his nose softly.

"Don't cry love, we'll be with each other soon. I can come here during summer or you can go visit me." I said, and he pouted.

"Don't forget about me... and make sure to text me all the time and Skype me!" he says, and I nod.

"I won't ever forget about you, and I will all the time babe." he sadly nods and places his lips on mine. I kiss back and I can feel the familiar feeling I get when we kiss. I feel fireworks and tingles.

"I love you.." he says, and places his forehead on mine.

"I love you too." I say, and then all of a sudden my dad beeped the car and I knew I had to leave right now.

"I gotta go baby.." I say sadly, and he sighed, but nodded. I quickly peck his lips and give him a small smile. I quickly go hug Joy and thank her for letting me stay.

"Bye Mikey.." Calum said when I opened the door.

"Bye kitten.." I sigh and close the door. I sadly walked to my car and get in.

"Was that hard?" my dad asks, and I nod.

"Very.."

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I was finally back home and I sighed as I brought all of my stuff inside my room. I didn't want to be here, I wanted to be with Calum, the person I loved.

I layed down on my bed and looked up at the ceiling. I started to think about some things, Calum of course, but mostly my mum. Her birthday was tomorrow and she's not even here to celebrate it, and it's all my fault. She's not here because of me.

Yes, she loved me and all, but that was until she found out. When I told her I was gay she completely lost it. She started yelling at me saying how I disappointed her and how much I was a disgrace to her. My dad tried to calm her down, but she kept saying that it's a sin, and I cried. I cried so hard.

She then left the house, and went to the liquor store to by some drinks to forget everything. My mum was always a drinker. After she was really drunk she started to drive back home, but she was going pretty fast. So then she crashed, and died instantly.

I told Calum that she was murdered because I didn't want him to know that I basically killed her. I was the reason my mum died. She died because of me. She died because I'm a fag, and I will never for give myself.

A tear ran down face and I started to scratch my wrists. I wanted to cut. I wanted to cut so badly, but I knew that Calum and my dad wouldn't want me to, so I quickly grabbed my phone and dialed Calum's number.

"C-Calum.." I sobbed out when Calum immediately answered.

"Michael? What's wrong? Why are you crying?"

"I-I w-want to c-cut Calum. I-I n-need to cut."

"Baby no! You don't need to!"

"Y-Yes I d-do."

"No you don't! Please don't hurt yourself baby! I love you so much!"

"I-I love you t-too.." I whimper.

"Just don't think about it baby.. And if you do just think of me. I love you so much Michael, and I will always love you no natter what."

"Y-You promise?"

"I promise Mikey."

"Now go to sleep baby, and stop crying. Your making me sad."

"O-Okay.." I hiccup.

"Good.. I'm so proud of you baby."

"T-Thank you."

"I'm gonna go now so you can get some sleep, okay?"

"Okay."

"I love you"

"I love you too."

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