-Calum
My phone buzzed and I grabbed it off my nightstand expecting it to be Luke, but I was so wrong.
"Hey."
It was Michael. The dick who was ignoring me for months. Why the fuck is he deciding to text me now?!
"Fuck you."
"I'm sorry.."
"You're not sorry. I know you're not sorry. Just leave me the fuck alone."
"Babe.."
"Don't you dare call me that! I'm not your 'babe' anymore! I never was, was I? You just fucking used me."
"That's not true! Not at all!"
"Then why the fuck did you randomly stop texting me?! I fucking missed you so much! I cried every single night because of you! I felt like everything was my fault!"
"I'm so sorry.. I was in a bad place Calum, I still am.. I started doing stuff, and I stopped texting you because I got into the stuff I was doing.. I'm so fucking sorry.."
"What 'stuff'?"
"...Drugs.., self-harming.., smoking.., drinking.., I got so bad, I still am bad.."
"If you were in a bad place then why the fuck didn't you text me about it?! I was your fucking boyfriend! I could've helped you!"
"I know.. I didn't want to bother you about my problems though.. And I thought I wasn't good enough for you and that you needed someone better. Someone who wasn't crazy and liked to slit their wrists. So I stopped texting you.."
"Michael :( You weren't going to bother me. I loved talking to you. You were my boyfriend so of course I loved talking to you. You were my sunshine. I loved you so much.. I still do.."
"I'm so sorry Calum.. I never meant to hurt you.. and I still love you, believe me I love you so fucking much.. I want to get back together.."
"I don't think we can get back together any time soon, or at all.. You really hurt me Michael and I don't think I can trust you anymore. We can try to be friends though."
"Okay.. I'm so sorry :("
"I know Michael.. I know.."
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Hey guys! I didn't really like this chapter, but if you like it then that's all that matters :)
I have no friends guys and I'm really fucking lonely so you should message me on here, but I'm weird and annoying so you shouldn't..
Anyways, bye guys! Have a great day!
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I Met Him Online // Malum
Fanfiction"Luke, I have a boyfriend!" "What!? Who?" "His name is Michael." "Where did you meet him?" "I met him online." ---------- [Warnings: boyxboy, swearing, may be triggering] [Side pairings: Lashton]
