Under My Mates Clutch

chapter 21💞

I Have not been the same After what happened in Althea's office this morning. The scenes keep on replaying themselves .him squirting  all over her,her moans they all traumatized me after all am just nineteen.i decided I can't live my life like this where everyone is belittling my abilities.i needed to look for something to distract me or better leave this place once and for all.everyone keeps on referring to me as luna but I can see that they don't really respect me at all. I was in  the kitchen grabbing some lunch when jasper who looked completely fine and different  from the jasper who looked weak and exhausted in Althea's office walked into the kitchen.His face seemed to be glowing with joy and I could tell why.

"Good evening Luna" sarcastically implying the Luna .I just ignored him and continued eating my lunch.

"I hope you don't mind Luna about what happened this morning" what does he want  now and the fact that he kept on implying Luna without respect just made my mood worse.sure he might be older than me but that doesn't give him the right to disrespect me.

"Not everyone deserves to be luna you know the one who satisfy all her sexual need not someone that is just there to represent physically" at this point I couldn't hold it anymore.

"At least I know my worth as a man who doesn't need a woman to classify my worth as a toy . believe it or not I am the Luna and you are just a toy " he was already clenching his fist but suddenly went back to his calming state.
"We will see then!!" He stomped out loudly out of the kitchen.thank God he is gone I could have sworn I wanted to pee in my pants.even though he looks feminine he still looks both masculine besides he's a beta.
At that point I knew I already got an enemy.

After doing " Luna duties" which is still the same as the omega duties I did before.it seemed like I just got the title but am still refered to as omega .then it all dawned on me today is our first night together sleeping in the same room.

I quickly changed Into something comfortable. lo and behold Althea was already sitting on the bed and her red hair was packed into a ponytail she wasn't wearing pyjamas but instead a sport wear .at that point I decided we needed to talk about our relationship  about what happened this morning and where I stand.
"We need to talk!!
She just ignored me and continued cleaning her sweat with the towel.

"You are just going to ignore me again coward !!just because you are an alpha and  my word doesn't count". She flinched a little but She still continued to ignore me. What's up with her always ignoring  me .at this point I was furious.

"So you are allowed to fuck everyone because u are an alpha right ?  She just continued ignoring me and just continued taking off her cloth.
Answer me!!
"So because you are an alpha you can be polygamous and do what you want but I can't fuck anyone I like". This seemed to piss her off. She was furious at the word I just said. She was furious at the thought of me being with some one else that's ridiculous. I dare you to say it again omega .
"Can just stop referring me to as omega I have a name alpha and about the word I also want to fuck anyone then since it has come to this. She seemed to be furious now. She was already strangling me.
"Don't ever think of being with anyone else omega don't you ever even accommodate the idea of even fucking someone else that's a warning."  She strangled me more
" You don't have the right to tell me that !!not after what just happened today in your office".
" Why do you like being disobedient?
"Excuse me !are you my parent? "
"No am not ,but now  am your mate and your alpha you listen to me." At this point I was struggling to breathe before she finally I allowed to let me go. I was coughing at this point.
"So you are allowed to be polygamous?, You are the first woman I have seen  who is  polygamous in  nature"
"So you are suprised ,aren't men allowed to do it why am being unreasonable when I do it?"
"Do you really think I will settle for only you? Before you there were many slut and after you there will be another so stop being stupid.
"So you are telling me am just there physically but I don't mean anything" no wonder jasper was filled with so much confidence.jasper had more respect than me ,he might not be the Luna but he acts like it and the fact that he's a beta says it all.he gets respect more for being a beta besides he's her most favored slut. At least now I know my place am just a figure head who represents her pack while she sleeps with her slut and finally one day marry one of them as her consort.I thought I was ready for honesty but I couldn't take this much brutal honesty .
I was about to Sleep on the bed when she stopped me.
"You are sleeping on the floor omega"
"What? Am just a kid you can't make me sleep on the floor and you know what have had enough."
She just ignored me and went to take her bath.
Floor it is then!she didn't even show any form of guilt after what happened .