Xtras

XII. Betrayal's discovery

I've always been a risk-taker, always ready to jump in headfirst. But when I fell head over heels for my friend, Gio, I never thought the risk would be so high. I trusted my friends with my secret, not knowing they were keeping a much bigger one from me.

I felt like a fool when I found out Gio was in a relationship with another friend, Michaela. Even worse, they were expecting a baby. I felt betrayed, hurt, and above all, stupid. My friends knew everything, and they chose to keep me in the dark. They apologized, of course, but their words couldn't erase the hurt.

I was angry, but I didn't lash out. Instead, I decided to step back and take some time for myself. I needed to heal and figure things out. I had to reassess my relationships and my own actions. I realized that I had been too trusting, too willing to take risks without considering the consequences.

This whole ordeal was a wake-up call for me. I learned that not all risks are worth taking, especially when it comes to matters of the heart. I learned that trust is precious and should not be given lightly. Most importantly, I learned that it's okay to put myself first, to protect my feelings and my well-being.

In the end, this painful experience made me stronger. I grew more cautious, more aware of my actions and their potential consequences. I learned to value myself more, to stand up for myself when I feel wronged. I decided to be "risky no more."

This journey of self-discovery was not easy, but it was necessary. I learned valuable lessons about trust, friendship, and self-respect. I learned that sometimes, the hardest experiences teach us the most important lessons. And for that, I am grateful.