Fight To Love You Freen&Becky

That's never gonna happen

-Oh i hate, i hate that girl,- i was so angry, my blood was boiling in my head, damn, that eyes.

-Who? what girl?- teacher asked on our way to home.

-Their captain, who else, so arrogant and self-centered, why she needed to be that aggressive.

-Oh, you meen Freen Sarocha? She is a very good student and she is excellent in sports too, that is so cool, because you are like Freen of our school.

-Excuse me???,- i had the most annoyed and angry face right now, how he dared to call me that way, i was nothing like her.

-What? Ok, fine, she is the Becky of their school, is that better? 

-No, it is not, we are completely different people, it would be great if i could remain Becky and her whoever she is,- gosh, i just rolled my eyes and slowed down my faze to walk with girls.

-Yes i'm very happy about that too,- i catch Kara's phrase in the middle of their conversation.

-What are you happy about Kara?

-That we are never gonna play with them again,- she answered with a very happy smile.

-How are you so sure?

-Because we are gonna play in a different groups of championship, so we will never meet again, most probably.

-NOO,-what, nooo, we need to meet them again, i want to see her again,- we must meet again.

Why?- everyone asked in unison,- they are total jerks, playing very rude and unfair, i don't want to play with them.

-Why? are you that easily scared? We need to meet again to win that game and regain our self respect.,- i was really trying my best to hide my real emotions.

-I guess you are right, but our chances, honestly, are not that high.

-We have time, we can build a real team, i know we all are in a very good physical condition, we are fit and smart, so what is stopping us from being a good team and players?,-not bad Beckssyy, go on.

-NOTHING,- suddenly everyone became so enthusiastic, what makes me happy.

-So i guess you know what we need to do. I'm sure with their play style they are gonna win all the games, but till the final one, because there they will meet who?

-US,- yes girls, let's go girls.

-That is god damn right, so we need to do one thing for that, became good team and win all the upcoming games, and when i say all i meen all of them including the final one,- breath Becksy, that was good one, wooh, you can do it actually, girrrll.

-YEEESS

We all went home that day, a bit broken, a bit sad, but started from the next day everything changed. Girls, including and especially me were so determined to become the best team. We were practising from early morning till late evening, no school classes, very short food and protein brakes. But it was going good we were becoming one excellent team in no time.

After 4 days in the first  real game we were already standing all confident and powerful. Nothing like the first time.

The first time, oh how she was looking at me, and how good looking she was, i want to see her again, i'm not even sure why, i had no time to think about all the things that were happening with be , there was no time, i made myself physically so busy my mind had no chances to take over me. Maybe i am running  from the problem, but for now they are my problem.

-High school number 3 and high school number 20, today is your first game in this championship, i wish you all succes and...,- one of the organizers was talking about championship and prize, but there was this feeling that i was having and couldn't get rid of it, like someone was looking at me. I start running my eyes over the audience and God, oh God, is that her? that is her!!! that eyes, what is she doing here, she is indeed looking at me, from that far, from everyone she is looking exactly at me, nooooo, oh,  or yes, i like that look.

-Why the heck is she here?,- i was not the only one who noticed her. 

-I don't know, but yeah, i would like to.

-I bet she is here to ruin our mood and to try to scare us so will lose.

-That's never gonna happen,- Emy yelled very hard looking at her and i wished there was lightning hitting and killing me right there and then.

She immediately turned her gaze away.

-Stop, you don't know why is she here, don't embarrass me,- hey girl, look back to this way, your eyes are having peaceful effect on me, omg, they are, i just realised that after our eyes met that day my panic attack ended, and now i wasn't that worried about people around. 

-Ok girls lets do this, we need to win,- i really wanted to show her that i, i mean we are actually good.

And we did, not very easily but we did won the last set so the whole game, with 3-2.

After our celebration i looked up in the crowds to meet her eyes again like during the whole game, yes, we exchanged some looks a couple of times,  but she wasn't there anymore. 

I really wanted to find her and speak to her, only two of us, to resolve the an-existing conflict so we could maybe be friends, because i was clearly interested in her and i thought we could be really good friends, Don't.

But my team was going crazy and was too excited to act normal, so i was literally dragged into our bus. We spend the rest of the day by celebrating our first game and victory in the house of one of our teammates. We had a lot of fan. 

When i got back home it was very late and i just went to my room to finely hug my one and only, the love of my life, my irresistible and irreplaceable, my husband, my big broad -shouldered Chris. Oh, how much i missed these warm cuddles and this comfort, i would sleep just like that, hugging my Chris. My one and only beloved king. sized.bed.

Now, jokes aside, why are you not sleeping Becksyy, no, no don't go there. You are tired, it was a long, eventful day, just fall asleep and get some rest. I can't. Her eyes. STOP. 

I opened my eyes and was sitting on Chris, i was really trying to turn my mind off but it seems like an impossible mission.

Every time i was closing my eyes i was looking at hers and my heart was melting like ice cream under the sun. 

Oh, Becksyy, this is bad, very bad...

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