Fight To Love You Freen&Becky

I love you so much, baby

- I'm busy this evening, so walk home by yourself,- he said my dropping me in front of city sports hall,- and i hope, I really hope, you will behave yourself, Freen.

- Dad, I swear, i have nothing to do with any guy.

- Yeah, sure.

- Dad, i need phone,- i'm really taking all the risks to ask for phone, but i can't without her anymore, i need to be at least able to text her or hear her voice over phone.

- Fine, ok, if you win the game tomorrow, i will by you a new phone,- i couldn't hide my smile,- see, i do everything for you, you just need to do one, only one thing for me.

-OK dad, bye.

I had no idea why he brought me to the sports hall but i'm guessing our team has a practise here. 

I walked inside the building, i could hear someone was talking into the microphone and i went inside the main hall. Oh my sweet angel. Oh my heart can'be even more happy at this moment.

My eyes immediately met her when i entered the hall, it's like she was looking at the entrance waiting for me. Her eyes get all shiny and happy, she started walking to me, but i could see with every step her smile was getting smaller and when she reached me and hugged me she was already crying. 

- What is wrong my kitty? Please don't cry, everything will be fine,- i whispered her and secretly, hiding behind her hair i kissed her ear.

-No, everything is bad Freen, i... i... don't know what to do...,

- Come here kitty, let's go somewhere private to speak, what is wrong, tell me please.

- I'm in an unsolvable, stupid situation, i can't see a way out and there is none i think.

- BecBec please look at me,- i held her chin up to look at me when we were already alone in a small room near closets.

- Freen, i feel like i'm sleeping and there is this nightmare when i'm falling down into the darkness and there are unknown figures falling down on me and they are getting bigger and bigger and they are crushing my body and i have no air to breath and then i don't even have my body, and i'm just some bird or a fly looking at me being squeezed between darkness and unknown huge figures...

- Becky, my... my ...- i didn't know what to say, she was not crying but there were rivers of tears running down on her face. I hugged her as hard as i could,- my sweet girl, i will do anything for you to feel better, please talk to me, we will find a way. 

- Freen,- she looked at me with very strange look, that made me feel this strange worried pain in my stomach,- my father sold me to school.

- What? What do you mean? How is that even possible? Your father? I mean your best memories were about and with him. 

- Yes, i can't believe either. 

- Please explain to me, because i don't really...

- He spent all my university money to pay the mortgage and save our family business and now all my future is depending on my schools kindness to give me a scholarship.

- Becky

- I  can't say him anything Freen, i can't, he is doing everything to take good care of us, to save the business and .... i .. i, i can't say anything to him, he is trying his best, probably...

- But school will give you the scholarship right? Then there will be no problem? Right?,- please, please say yes, i have bad feeling.

- Yes,- ok good,  she turned her back to me,- but they want me, us to win tomorrow's game.