Fight To Love You Freen&Becky

You are one lucky little girl

Nooo....

- what? What now?

- I can't,- my  heart broke, in that same moment seeing her kissing other person, a man, whyyyy...

What a perfect birthday present... she stopped and looked at me but...

It was physically painful, like an elephant foot on my chest,  and it was literally smashing my heart under it. I felt exactly what people mean when they say broken heart, I felt like I was dying of this pain. My forehead went cold and I hands are shaking, I can't take a breath...

- Stop being dramatic, go.

- NOOO, I don't want to be here, I can't stay here... - I freed myself from his grab and run out of that room.

I was running in the corridor, but didn't even know where? Just as far as I could, as it was possible... I wanted to disappear from this world, just couple of hours ago I was feeling like in heaven, although my body was and is in hell. This is the hell, the actual hell, this demons were burning me alive again and again and again, I wanted to die but it wasn't happening.  I think I'm dead, because she couldn't do this to me... In this hell i lost even myself, but i was still holding on to her... and now..

I run till the stairs and then down but with a very heavy electric shock in my spine I fell from the last 4-5 stairs down to the first floor...

...
I woke up in the hell room, the sound was so loud I thought my brain was going to explode. It was not just a porn this time, it was more like threatening. It was scary, horrifying, disgusting and unbelievable all at the same time. I thought I was going to go crazy because of the all screaming, but there was my own scream in my head that was definitely making me crazy. 

WHY WHY THE FUCK SHE WAS KISSING HIM

I couldn't bring myself together, I was crying like crazy and couldn't calm my heart down, I just wanted to cry and cry, cry....

- Come on, it's not that bad,- one of the workers voice brought me back to this fucked up reality,- I told you I will be with you by your next punishment. Here I'm, with you baby.

Him.

I can't, I can't, I can't anymore.

He lowered his body in front of me and looked into my eyes.

- Don't worry, I will take care of you, kindly and gently.

I was ready to kill him with my bare hands, but knocking on the door saved both of us.

He went out and came back after a minute.

- You are one lucky little girl, don't you?

I was just blankly looking at him.

- Stand up, let's go.

- Where?

- Oh baby, I understand you want to stay with me, and do things,- he came extremely close to my face,- but not today I guess.

He showed me the doors.

- There, go.

I was confused, but still walked out, that were the doors to outside.  I was dreaming about going out of them, but this was not how I imagined it.

-GO

I walked out and saw my father standing at the end of the stairs.

I hesitate for a moment, but I was too broken to stay strong, proud or angry, I just run and hugged him,  without letting him to make any other decision.

But he hugged me back and I was kinda relieved, a pinch of hope woke up in me.

After I saw Freen here for the first time, my plans changed, actually I had no plan, I had no speech in my head anymore, I didn't have time to think about what was going to happen and what should I do. I  couldn't leave her alone here, and I couldn't go back home and marry that stupid a* h*l either...