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it's been over 50 days since i've been in my coma, coming from doctor holland of course.
i've noticed that he kept a recording of him and i, and it was when i didn't want to talk about anything.

i honestly regret it, i could always hear my mom and dad talking to me, they know i'm in a coma but they know i can hear them.

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doctor holland has gotten frustrated from the doctors rolling me out of my room and i hear him make logs sometimes.

he did seem frustrated with everything.

and i honestly wasn't expecting him to say "this kid doesn't have long." which means... that i might be dying.

doctor holland also seemed to notice that i've been sweating violently, and my twitching has been worse.

even though i'm in a coma, i've always felt pain from when they did surgeries on me. the worst one had to be when they wired my jaw back into place, i couldn't move or anything.

i've felt them place casts around my arm, and my chest, as i remember them saying i had five broken ribs and a broken arm.

and ever since the accident, i feel like i haven't been myself at all.

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