Jan. 14 2023 (thoughts from previous night)
I feel like he doesn't love me anymore. Idk why. He doesn't show me affection anymore, he doesn't kiss me anymore, he doesn't compliment me. I try yk. I try to give him space but it hurts too much. I give him all of me and I try my best. He doesn't reply to me. I think that he feels like I'm annoying. I might be. But he's the annoying one. He's the one that doesn't respond to me. I try to comfort him, I love on him. Maybe he wants space? Idfk but it's getting annoying. He can't say shit to me about communication bc he doesn't communicate with me. I say "gn I love you" and what to I get? Nothing. And he has to see my text in the morning. How can he not? When texts me that he's around the corner he has to see the text I sent him. It's not fair. Not fucking fair. I'll be more patient. I've cried myself to sleep over this situation so many times it's exhausting. I can't bring myself to hate him bc I know that he's going through something he just refuses to talk. Atp I'm just tired. I'm tired of the only one bringing 100%. I poured my heart out to him and all I get is bullshit.
IT FUCKING HAPPENED AGAIN!! I talk he responds, I talk AND HE DOESNT FUCKING RESPOND. I'm just gonna put my phone on dnd bc atp I'm just done with him.
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Things in my Notes App bc I Don't Have a Therapist
No FicciónThis is a collection of texts that I edited to send my now ex bf. These are the UNEDITED texts that I sent and since I have no one to talk to abt bc I don't trust my friends that much with such an embarrassing sequence of events, what better way to...
