Jan 19 2023
Currently crying. I hate everything. I feel like he's losing feelings with me. No motivation. Nothing. Tbh...I'm expecting nothing for Valentine's Day and it fucking sucks because I'm gonna make him something for nothing. Not that it matters but I'd like to be appreciated. No one appreciates me. No one values my time. I'm sick of it. I help everyone and who's helps me. WHO TF HELPS ME! I just wanted him to hug me kiss me a love me but I'm just seeing signs that tell me that he isn't in love with me. He says it but he doesn't show it. I try to be enthusiastic with him and patient with him but with everything going on rn I'm just so drained. I'm sad. I'm angry. I'm tired. It's just not fair. That was my first 90 on an algebra 2 test and he didn't even sound happy for me. I'm so tired I just wanna sleep all day and not wake up until late. I try dressing cute for him and he doesn't even compliment me. It's wtv I'm so done. But I really want this relationship to work so I have to be patient and understanding
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Things in my Notes App bc I Don't Have a Therapist
Non-FictionThis is a collection of texts that I edited to send my now ex bf. These are the UNEDITED texts that I sent and since I have no one to talk to abt bc I don't trust my friends that much with such an embarrassing sequence of events, what better way to...
